Dance First, Think Later......

Reminiscence

2011-04-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

Its been 6 weeks,

My 13 day trip to Europe certainly came in handy and i enjoyed it. Disappearing to a new place to explore, to try out so many new things was certainly the best way to get distracted. I ate alot, shopped alot, took a zillion photos and made new frens. I learnt many new things and gained a chunk of history.. and the scenery was breath taking, be it the architecture or the natural surroundings. i grew closer to mummy too.. since it was a mom-daughter trip x)

wen i came back i knew it was only the start... of forgetting..

I really threw myself into dance.Since i came back from my trip, i have been dancing everyday even if it meant only one hour.. its the only time i forget everything.. and i look forward to this lapses in time. Dance makes me, hungry so i will eat, and exhausted so i can sleep without tossing and turning.

Entered my 1st dance comp with tara. participating in my first hiphop recital. =) and wen I got selected for the first time in allegra's class =)

Hopefully the recital for danzppl go well on fri!! and i get through to the semifinals!

you confuse me so much. i'm stuck.

Gone

2011-03-14T16:10:00.001+08:00

It has officially ended.

I have tried my best to change but

in your eyes and action i can see you're tired.

I don't want to drag on and continue hurting both of us.

Even if it meant taking all the courage i have left to ask...

There is no regrets and i will never blame you.

and in this same wee hours of the morning, godma left.

i'm only thankful i got to see her jux the week before or i would have been filled with regrets. Now i only hope she is happy where ever she is.

My heart is in pieces,

Losing 2 impt ppl in my life whom i have depended on the same night..

this feeling of pain is indescribable.

My pillow is soaked..

i'm telling myself to be strong.

i dunno how to trust and i dunno what to do.

poly graduation

2011-03-03T15:38:00.004+08:00

Been MIA for at least a month but cos i have been supeerrr busy with examss....

Had my 20th birthday too...

simple affair cos too busy.. but it was meaningful...

I had baby to accompany me the whole aftnoon though he was having exams the next day..

and he treated me to sushi buffet x) thanks baby !

had HOUSE lesson...

den dinner at hard rock with nic, david, whale, alia and ellery...

imma grow fat!! hahaha =)

BUT

I HVE FINALLY GRADUATED FROM POLY =)

ytd was my last paper i did.. so fast 3 years have passed.. really gonna miss my classmates..had so much fun and memories chionging projects, helping each other with exams.. and just being there for each other..

So to mark the wonderful day.. i went to club at for the first time in my 20 years of living... yuting, eliz, xy, cham, ellery, hng, ks, jon emptied a vodka bottle before gg into butterfac.. and guess wad happened.. the floor was too packed to dance.. so me, ks, ended up like snoozing on the sofa.. epic phail!! elley and cham was beside us playing and drinking,. while xy and eliz totally disappeared on the dancefloor.. dun understand how come ppl like to squeeze...

gotto say good things about guys is that they dunnid queue for toilet... can just go pee and puke.. i left the club bout 2 to take a breather seeing the marina bay sands.... and ended up puking 4 rounds.. =.= great to know i had a good buddy like ks to be on the same boat as me.. hahah x) so ended up cabbing home early... ks left first.. me in the next 15 min... head seriously aching like crazy.. the others had to hunt for dear xy.... LOL...

didn't have hangover.. luckily... now spending quality time with ally arresting my bed for her own.....

gg to butterfac reminded me of our first date... and i dunno why i feel the changes even stronger now.. but i do know.. i.still.love.you

FYP

2011-02-09T16:12:00.003+08:00

Finally sat down and had a serious talk with ♥

never expected to reach a crossroad so fast.. but we accepted our differences.. and though its certainly gg to be difficult cos its different already. certainly hoping this arrangement would work out.. It doesn't mean we love each other less just that...... we'll let time tell..

Finally finished FYP presentation also.. didn't sleep and eat for 24 hours.. just to rush the damn project out.. but its finally OVEERR =) really proud of my group..

now only hoping BB woud be completed soon =)

and the smell of 2march is drawing closerrrrrrrrrrrr.............FREEDOM!

lost

2011-02-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

what you did really hurt me like crazy.. nv expect you to pull such a stunt on me. i wanna settle this but am so afraid of the outcome cos you've slowly became a part of my life.

lord, tell me what to do!

who am i?

2011-01-30T00:33:00.003+08:00

maybe someone should come out with a new guidebook'. i never really noticed wad i did wrong till now cos i thought it was right to want to spend any free time with you.. didn't want to let you feel alone or neglected...so never expected it to slap me back in the face. serve me right i guess but one's supposed to have their own personal space. i dun even know how the hell i ended up in this mess. sometimes i feel i just fall into this shit voluntarily cos every step i take i try not to go back with the same mistake. and i dunno why after i heard that sentence, that feeling of insecurity has come back.

i'm trying to find back the girl i set out to be 5 months ago. was half way to accomplishment wen i stopped. at times i also dunno who i really am. but wen i do find her back, i dunno what will be left of the real me cos as days pass by, its proven the made-out me seems better. at least i won't have sleepless nights and depleting tissue paper like its free.

what to do?

2011-01-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

Exams and projects really drained me to the max.. lost my voice for a week and only fully recovered aft 2 weeks =.=. at least one paper down and a few assignments presented.. still have more to come.. urhg!! gonna try enjoy my cny thought =)

Feeling tired today!

Godma was hospitalized.. feelin so guilty for not having visited her in the months dat bestie wasn't in singapore.. so many things have happened.. seeing her lie there i really felt like crying. Its my first time seeing her so weak so scared. I can no longer see the brave strong her who taught me to reach for what i want wen i first knew her at 16. She felt she was a burden and her biggest worry is her family. It really made me think twice and appreciate my love ones wen dey are still around me. Inside me, i really wish she can recover but according to the doctors...... its bleak =(

Just wanted to pput all this unhappiness behind me so went for waacking. body and soul wasn't at its optimum. freestyle went really bad for me.. but i did feel better! dance can work wonders.. den went to celebrate weiling birthday!

She got a big shock seeing like one whole stretch of table there with all her close frenss.. lol.. food was the best and wen i thought everything cld be alright again, there came all this misunderstanding.. just because of a careless decision of not taking care of my own belongings.... realli tired.. and i can't sleep knowing you're unhappy.. really dunno wad to do now.. FML.

mixed

2011-01-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

well

you are a like a special gift sent to me

without the instruction manual..

so afraid that one wrong twist and it'll break

so now, all i'm gonna do is to watch and

see how you operate so we can all adapt

and be as one.

sometimes love ain't just enough

2010-12-28T00:35:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really wonder why... i'm confused and i'm trying really hard but maybe.. i dunno. I'm just filling my week with things to keep myself occupied. but this only reminds me of a life that i had somehow grown accustomed to in the not so far past.. in any case, have been doing alot of random stuff, surfing web, finding songs, tweeting.. lol.. still wanna say, thank you for frens.

anyway, here is a song a found:

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side. I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

christmas 2010

2010-12-25T23:56:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

its currently 11.56pm.. 4 more min before this christmas ends.

the wonders of blogging after such a long period of time is that there is so much to say. lol. Well, its also sch hols now.. in another 2 months i'll be graduating from poly already. time really whizzes past so fast. School is as usual.. with assignments thrown to us like free.. event for gelare and some crap thing happened.. first time most ppl see me really pissed off.. oh wells, as usual it blew over in bout 1 hrand now, currently heading with xiu ying the BS open house event..

Went to FB production last week. Really awesome! Ks really outdid himself with his antics, diane and edi also did extremely well.. so other than the waacking class i have started already, i'm gonna sign up for HOUSE in jan with vee =) somehow, i don't know what my life would be without dance.

as for ♥ , we had our 1mth anniversary at marina barrage! my first time there, really sweet! sit there enjoy the wind and scenery with the sandwich ♥ made plus my potato salad..!! seeing a group trying to fly a sotong kite.. lol!! den we went to try out fish spa at marina square. it was really ticklish! me and ♥ cldn't stop laughing for the first 5 min.. and best.. we paid for 10min but the prsn forgot to call us and we ended up sitting there for nearly 30 min before we left only cos our movie was starting! hahahah!! so worth it right? x) Tron is a must watch show... seriously damn cool concept.! den we went to nyny and ♥ spammed the cotton candy! haha... it was a real good ending to such a sweet day! =) but ♥ is getting busy these few weeks, with danzation pracs, imp7ct training plus call back by army.. doubt i can see him these few days.. missin him!! =(

Christmas this year really happening!

had my first dinner with ballet babes.. changed venue from timbre to some italian restaurant than brewekz.. totally fun!! cam whore and jux chat! plus played MAFIA... and all so smart... solve so fast!! and all currently setting to meet up for lunch again.. can't wait x)

yesterday finally met up with the rest at julian's hse. after xmas countdown, gift exchange super funny.. "big boys use potty' was one of the present.. LOL.. i got an esprit towel plus a esprit perfume which was leeyang's but since he was a guy and plus i brought an extra gift for him to play the gift exchange.. he gave it to me.. hehehe!! but it was used to spray on everybody! poor andy whole body sprayed till he got intoxicated from the fumes and puked! he conked out immediately in jovan's car... hahah!!

and in the afternoon, bathed ally plus baked a cheesecake too.. diabetic friendly for grandma.. haha!! the texture was perfect, base was equally crisp and crumbly.. however, it was abit salty/sour because it was pure philadelphia cream cheese.. lol.. but today, everybody still ate a piece =) healthy dessert!! but the process to make was really funny!! the over spoilt so i short circuited the whole hse like 5 times.. and aylwin game got cut off like 5 times too.. hahah!! mummy thought it was a real joke x) thank goodness kayleng hse got oven.. Today at uncle dixon hse.. pot luck xmas.. ate good food which every family cooked! highlights were ESCARGOTS from france.. heeeee =) yummy!! and i found out drawing lots is getting to be a trend in choosing gifts!! drew out no 2 for aunty daphne's present and received chocolates =)

♥ is coming back from KL tmr.. hope he enjoyed and rested himself before getting back to his packed schedule this month... missing him..!

well.. my bed is calling!! NITEX!

short hair

2010-12-06T00:01:00.006+08:00

Yes i know.. its been LLONGG like dunno how many freakin months.. oh well.. many things happened since i last changed this blog's layout.. hmm... think of switching again..hee x)

well.... i haave led my life well, going to school, catching up wwith frens, doing things i love and had no time to do in the past year.. simple things like going to a library to read a book. Gotto thank vee for it.. without her by myside, i think i'm still a fly with no head..

well.. heres to update.. aft 16 yearss... i finally got the courage... to...

CUT MY HAIR..!! yups.. its SHORT now...... =) and i'm loving every min of it..

i have been chionging nutcracker rehearsals for the past month and sure is damn glad its finally over.. the performance was fun and new frens were made. the costume was grand and the only thing that screwed up was the smoke machine.. lol

and have been gg to o sch for open classes.. needa buck up in my stagnant stage. i went to watch teenage-kpop dance battle.. was supposedly to go support edi and yiliang's crew. with vee who was to support her fren.. end up i really dunno how it all ended up.. but i got to know him and he became this special someone.! managed to meet his crew IMP7CT and yup.. they were the champions who won the competition =)) Went to celebrate alfred's birthday which i gotto say is damn freakin touching.. gary and jovelle seriously outdone themselves.. 20 min+ movie, the birthday surprise, a personalized scrapbook... i nearly cried even watching it =X.. it was meant to be a 3d2n chalet, but the 2nd night everybody had sch can't stay and somehow it became special to us...welll.. alot of ppl has been asking me about my relationship status.. i'm attached to this wonderful sweet boy ♥ !! but prefer this relationship to be low-profile cos we feel its a personal thing.. heh heh. so 171110 is our lucky day.. some may seem it fast.. but its been 2 weeks, and it feels like we've know each for so long... I'm feel i'm damn lucky cos without planning, we also a got to perform on the same production- The nutcracker.. so could see him nearly everyday due to rehearsals.. haha! aft performance, went for supper with my frens.. and they met dardar!! can say it went well... uuuberrrr hhappyyy =)

and other than the competition, went to watch osch recital which my dardar was performing.. first time see him dance in his element =) awesomee!! gonna try out nxt year and see how.. hee hee... and just not long, went uwb.. the 38 bucks paid was truely well spent.. so many great crew performed.. really gained alot of inspiration and make me reallly wanna train harder!!

and the last 24 hours, i really enjoyed myself..

i managed to spend time with dardar!! caught HP movie 7 part 1, and had his complete undivided attention... really wished this weekend didn't hafta end... inside me now, there is this warm feeling cos i can feel his care concern and love. huggs and kissed ♥!!

RMX shoe

2010-09-25T00:38:00.003+08:00

Can't believe HTML codes are like so freaking irritating.

Well.. finally done with the new outlay and image..

Yawn!!

tired out like totally.. can't wait for a relaxing week=)

BUT i'm so proud i made a sale which add up to around SGD$ 3000

to this chineses lady today while at work. Seriously wished i was

that rich enuf to but such expensive skincare products..

ButWaitAMinute!!

i'll be too lazy to use it..

rather, i'll go buy that RMX shoe that i have totally set my eyes on.

hee hee!!!

OK.. gtg teach tmr!!

Nitex EARTH! :)

Bex Asia

2010-09-18T23:14:00.007+08:00

Just came back frm bestie's home!

he flying off tmr to suzhou to study for 6 mths?? =((

just now aft dance, went out with ben and him to

queensway to buy shoes plus to OC for sticky sweets.

When got home for dinner, Aunty was so nice!!

she help us all shape our eyebrows =)

den helped with the packing of his luggage..

so cute la.. like brg his whole clothes collection. LOL.

was jokin if he forgot to brg anything,

i in oct go shanghai can bring for him.. hahha!!

thank goodness for the invention of skype

but still gonna miss him and his nonsense crap =)

hope he hve a safe flight tmr and may it be a fruitful trip! ~

as for the previous dayysss,,,

I started my official first day of school by working.. lol

have been very tired out with BEX Asia Conference!

It was held at marina bay sands expo..

Held frm 13-15, working hours 7.30am to 6pm

but gotto say i'm looking forward much to the pay =)

Really met lotsa engineers

from practically all over the world

and i'm certainly surprised even buildings

can be labelled as 'green'.

It has been fun with the whole group of temps..

we certainly knew how to come out with alot of crap.. haah!

and certainly thx to wenjian and his sis for

driving me there every morning and

letting me catch a few more mins of slp x)

Scannnig of passes, ushering etc.. were like the jobscope..

and in the midst, met up with those ppl who think dey

damn grand and freakin rude which i certainly won't

bother offering my assistance to.. and unexpectedly,

the CEOs, and directors were the most

polite and courteous to us!!

oh wells.. my leg is freaking hurting from those

idiotic spastic shoes..

like the whole big toe area can't even bend

hence cldn't even go for dance class =.=

please heal back asap.. or i'll really go nutssss!!!

>> Temps with Vincent our 'OIC'..

who treated us to mooncake aft it all ended~

>> The sweet Rachel who treated us damn delicious chicken bizcuitz =)

alrighty.... its time..

to go prepare what to teach for tmr's baby ballet class. x)

Moving on

2010-09-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

Its been more than a year since i've last blogged on this page.

I had hoped never did i have to return here alone.

During the last year, we were sharing our words.

Though throughout it all,

it was only me blogging about the times we shared,

happy or sad, contented or angry, still.. it was ours.

But as the saying goes, nothing good ever lasts.

we had to go our separate roads,

without the usual sweet goodbye.

Your chapter opened some what smoothly with another..

while mine was left rocky,

with the edges still freshly scrapped.

I really wonder what happened to us.

our dreams, our plans tgt..

it evaporated within a split sec.

all out of pique, anger and stubbornness? i don't noe..

Nights which i could only cry,

turning and tossing around in bed,

hoping the next call or msg was from you.

But as said, the decision was final.

It was time for me to face the reality

i had so ironically looked up upon.

In the past weeks, i have slowly picked myself up.

Friends i have not talked in the past year,

touched me with their encouragement,

whether a sms, or a short call.. it helped..

People i had never really known stood by me silently,

I now understand the meaning of being in a

noisy crowded place, but yet feeling so alone

with the unexplainable deafening silence.

I had always hated this feeling but what else could i do?

Throwing myself back into dance,

was the best decision i guess...

Letting my passion take control of what was left inside me

gave me back myself, my goal in life.

You've been hurt and so have I.

But time will will heal all wounds.

I have never regretted my decision on 10.07.09

Memories will now only be left between us.

and i wish you all the best.

I can now only say, I will be strong

i'm moving on....

thinking

2009-11-30T11:21:00.000+08:00

A sudden calling asked me to blog back here..

probably its due to the over lying in bed ytd,

allowing my memories to play across vividly.

happy and not so happy memories came back..

its been months..

but it seemed like only yesterday..

the step i took into the river was unexpected.

but i'm still swimming as the current pulls me.

I'm leaving the banks of the shore

where footprints are being washed off.

but i can't stop throwing backward glances.

The current is warm as it hugs me close..

but it doesn't go one way to the other side..

wind blows and it changes direction

yielding me to be strong enuf to swim across.

Am i too stubborn?

why can't i go along with the current?

sometimes i try giving up..

and the dark waters swirl around me..

but the current pushes me to the surface each time.

perhaps one day,

i'll be able to flow with the current,

be part of the river in it..

or perhaps,

the current would still

and i either continue my swim to the other side

or i jux close my eyes and let the water encase me as a whole.

for i know then,

i'm by myself

BCOMM

2009-07-20T12:29:00.003+08:00

HELLO ppl!!!

Have been MIA for quite awhile already...

cos real busy.. so heres a quick update!

Have been learning learning hiphop..

rehearsals frm 6-10pm plus everyday..

dats the main reason i have no time to post..

so can say i'm glad performance ended on sat!

only screwed up 1 and 1/2 item.. lol..

and can get pay soon to shop.. x)

I wanna go taiwan to learn liao... hee hee!!

This dance allowed me to learn a new genre

of dance i nv dared tried.. and made new frens too =)

Though there was a few turn off points.. i'm glad its over.

taught me that ppl can be doubleheaded snakes..

And went to Andy's mf performance..

so mch better than ours la... =.=

In bcomm now.. marcu tan with his np jacket

is sitting beside me.. mux thank him for treating me

COMBO pizza snacks.. so i won't collapse of hunger.. haha!!

and i finished the BCOMM assessment again..

didn't noe wad the hell i was talking.. heehee..

but its over.. who cares..

CIAO!

happy fathers day

2009-06-22T23:46:00.004+08:00

SAT -

Had gathering at Kc hse in the evening..

ate bbq sting ray and oyster omelette

with ben (he finally appeared), jo, and heng..

the rest MIA..

sad dat i had to leave at 12am..

dey continued to geylang for durian, dim sum n

rochor beancurd!! lol...

SUN -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY &

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!

Had Jacks place steak for lunch,

and i got my new love:

samsung jet s8003..=))

den i did spa pedi and classic mani..

daddy and mummy enjoyed their treatments too!!

pretty nails for sch nxt week =))

Kor kor treated us katong laksa for dinner..

for supper, had roast beef salad beside the pool bar!

ahh.. feel so pampered!

TODAY -

Breakfast at bedok aft checkin out of the hotel

cldn't buy my phone protector.. all stock haven come?!

so still usin the plastic thingy dat came with phone..

heh heh x).. dun wan scratches on my love..!

met kc for awhile.. so much for gym.. lol..

went home bout 6plus...

and slackin till now..................

NiTex PeEps!!!

Genting 12-19

2009-06-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

I AM FINALLY BACK!

Aft disappearing for 8 days to genting,

i'm back happier and contented with life.

It was a 3 generation holiday trip --

1 grandma, 6 parents, 7 crazy teenagers =)

Cut it short, it was damn relaxing,

a life i doubt i will get in busy spore!!

time was so ample dat we were like slowly thinkin

wad to do nxt and it was reali pure slackin!

But we made sure we kept fit!

Morning run arnd the whole golf course

at 7.30am on most days..

with the exception wen we had jungle trekking and abseiling!

durin jungle trekkin.. i found out my scream can quite loud..

4 bloodsucking LEECHES were on me at the same time =\

but oh well.. how many times in your life do u get bitten

by leeches?? quite few.. so takin it as an experience. LOL! x)

and learnt how a type of leaf in the jungle can be taken as plaster..

so dats wad i did for my leech bites..

sadly, it didn't stop bleeding till i put a real plaster =.=

and congrats to Tekai on his additional lifesaving skill

of cuttin out moss frm a log and drinkin the water frm it. hee hee!!

Abseiling was cool.. finally managed to scale down on natural terrain..

the uneven rocks and sand made the course much more difficult

but it was well worth it wen i reached the bottom..

proud of myself for completing it! =)

Other than that, on alternate aftnoons, we wld go to the top,

to sing k, shop, and wait for the adults to finish their casino..

and other afternoons, we wld go KL for shopping and eating!!

It was seriously wake up, exercise, eat, shop, eat, shop, slp daily!!

Bought alot of new stuff! clothes, accessories..

and Daddy bought me a FCUK watch plus my eyeliner..

feelin a tad guilty for makin him spend so much $$ on me =X

so... all in all... I enjoyed myself thoroughly.. WHEEE!!!=))

i'm can't wait for the next trip =)

Post the pixxs soon wen i get it frm my couch-bed partner!!! =)

photoshop

2009-06-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

LIKE FINALLY!!

manage to get a photoshop dat can add fonts..

and publish properly =)

ggonna hve so much fun now.. but its PMKT tmr..

heh heh

screw aaa

2009-06-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

SCREW AAA!!

it totally sucks to the depth mann...

sian.. maybe can scrap a passs...

at least the questions was not left blank =x

still feelin very tired..

and i did promise someone i'll try to slp at 12 today

NiGHts AlL!!

2 hangover

2009-06-08T00:52:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry for makin the frens beside me worry..

& Thanks for all encouragement..

I learnt that it was only wishful thinkin on my part..

Its time i really let all the hurt be washed away and

not hold on to any broken pieces..

Its just another irony of life..

THURS-

Watched Night in The Museum 2 .

Been a month since i went to a cinema.. LOL!

It was a great show! Hilarious yet touching story..

"TO BE HAPPY IS TO DO THE THINGS YOU LOVE

WITH THE PEOPLE U LOVE! "

FRI-

the first time i was ever late for tut by 1 hr??

I cldn't wake up.. ooops!!

Collected my shoe at Orchard aft skl..

den headed for a very quiet BK where i tried to study

i guess frm 2-5pm, only half the time i was concentrating,

the other half was day dreaming x)

den met up with the guys b4 heading to downtown..

Ate NYNY and shared a dish with Kc..

also had yummy candy floss! =)

Spent the rest of the time at the poolside of andy's condo.

we jux chatted and played asshole dai di!

i play and drank till like 1/4 of the vodka was gone

went home at bout 11.. but slept only at 5. =.=

head aching........................

SAT -

Collected my $1200 for some award =)

but hafta surrender to daddy.. haix..

no more funding for GSS.. haha!!!!

Went SCGS for performance which ended at 8.30pm..

den headed to K-garden with Korkor..

learnt that martell with green tea or hot water

is damn freakin good..

Met Korkor's frens who were all damn friendly..

and we headed to clarkequay QB bar..

was singing at first den we started playin cards.

Nice Junkai ended up

drinkin most of the time bcos of me =)

Evvil junlong though.. always make me

kena forfeit than drink.. x)

den some guy came and went --

"Hi. Can i hve your number? my fren would like to get to

noe u better."

felt so flattered.. haha!! BUT..

i said " ermmm.. no" lol.

reached home like only 7am?

slp till 3 plus before eating hor fun for lunch

and dinner was tepanyaki express at tm

with the same grp as ytd..

cos they went to play bball at 2+ and i was still slpin =.=

Other than continuous hangover,

Glad i made frens with korkor frens =)

But cldn't join them at 85 market for supper now..

cos i'm stuck studyin AAA.. which is tmr..

ARHH!!

will post pics out soonn!!

LiGhTs OUt! =)

breeks icecream

2009-06-03T09:34:00.006+08:00

Its AAA tutorial.. but i woke up late.. but still reach like 9.30?

cos claire gave me a cab ride! thx gal :)

Ytd had bcomm assesment..

my biz pants no time to alter so was like feakin pyjs..

the small talk was ok.. only i got the fish fork wrong =.=

so guess overall was ok??

den kc suddenly say go home together..

like first time he ever asked first.. lol

end up he pulled me out of the train at city hall

to celebrate GSS??!!

aft much debate and persuasion,

had 1-for-1 ice cream at Breeks.. yummily sinful!!=)

All the peanut butter, cream, apple syrup, oreo... oh mann!!

i'm gonna start drooling again..

Caught Greedy boy eating SPOON!!

Our half-eaten ice cream =)

Even darling had a surprise for me wen i got home..

naughty naughty!! Glad u got over that girl and met

that someone special for u.. can't wait to see her =)

ok.. shit.. the time taken for this to be written

equals the time of AAA tut.. gg off.. -__-

today is jux gonna be so boring...

[[i can't seem to let go..

it only proves harder each day.

i thought jux treatin u the same,

and ignoring the rest,

everthing wld fall back into place

and one day it wld stop hurting..

But now, i noe i can't.

Cos everytime i see u,

i feel so worthless and empty inside.

Sometimes, i wish i never met you.

Hoped that i was smarter.

Your actions and wrds were all a lie and facade..

Still, the shadows keep drawing me back.

U gave someone u met not long ago all your attention..

Than wad bout me who gave u evrything..]]

_|_ all this crap

pangseh

2009-05-31T22:50:00.005+08:00

I HATE EVERYTHING

I HATE MY LIFE

[[It doesn't pay to be nice

cos u'll jux get taken advantage of]]

clarke quay

2009-05-31T00:21:00.008+08:00

Know i haven reali been updating these few days..

wasn't in the mood though i keep complaining of boredom. x)

well.. its been a week i enjoyed most since everything started.

Its e-learning week so hve been slackin at home..

But lets see wad else i have done.... hmmm..

WED - I've gotten my Blue and Brown coloured contacts,

Kai got Blue and Purple cos brown outta stock.

aft waiting for him for bout 2hrs at tamp 1 =.=

not his fault though.. can understand projects are a headache.

and i managed to find the tank-tops i want while strolling arnd ^.^

Can't wait to be blue-eyed. Ha!

THURS - Finally finished my spanish IS lessons..

My Thurs wld be no sch now.. YAyy! =)

Rehearsal at SCGS was fast and cabbed home since it was late..

Adios my grp & Mr Antonio..

FRI - Baked english carrot cake at JY hse.. =)

Went to Clarke Quay to see the night scene..

and i loved the wind, the water, the lights.. thx =)

My Lovely Carrot Cake!

Was seated here.. enjoyin the scenery. =)

TODAY - got awaken by someone i never expected..

and he even came over to bedok to meet me b4 gg to his hse..

yes.. it was dear bestiie Kai who wanted to go suntan. LOL?!!

and i was up within 15 min, packed and ready to go. haha

cept it rained on the way. like wth??

and i was SCAMMED by some idiot woman..

she say she emergency need $$ take cab to pick up her

2 children.. need go pasir ris. den i and kai also dunno wad to do.

she asked for $20 at least. we were like we also no $$ den she

tellin us dun wry she'll return the $$.. LIKE REAL!!

lucky i only lend her $10.. haix..

jux take it as give donation le lor..

[[ u can't blame me for having my doubts..]]

drink

2009-05-25T20:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night,

was my first drinkin experience.. my limit sucks..

and i didn't noe y i cldn't stop it frm happening..

but in turn of events, it help numb all my feelins

wen someone finally replied aft 3 weeks and 6 days..

i shld be fine.. but y am i feelin so down,

left to dwell on all these crap while u walk away unscathed?

it probably was for the best like u said..

i cleaned the aircon, help buy groceries,

played the guitar and piano..

went jogging despite my 4 freakin blisters

still,

my head hurts,

my legs hurts,

my insides are tearing me up.. =(

and in 2 month, i have dropped 6 kg frm all

the unwanted stress..

i want another drink.....

billy bombers

2009-05-22T23:57:00.008+08:00

I can count 1,2,3 =))

Ok.. have been bored to the max the last few days..

Wed full day in sch till 8.30pm..

Thurs supposed to go out.. ended comin home to slp! lol!

Today evening supposed to go out with kai but he want to save $$

so ended up, gg to PS with nic and frens

and tried Billy Bombers for the first time. haha!

the food was ok but the drink was great! Baileys with Vanilla Ice-cream =)

and i finally met someone who i have been talkin to for a nearly a year :))

since nthg to do aft eatin.. headed back for ballet which ended at 11pm!

ok.. real tired now cos also swam 25 laps at the pool alone today aftnoon..

the sun was scorching!!! but managed to get the tan i want =)

Before i go.. share this vid with u guys!

Used to feel Love Story was quite an ok song only..

but this guy totally changed my perspective!

He arranged it for his 7 yr-old daughter.. so lucky!

Presenting LOVE STORY Meets VIVA LA VIDA!

NITEX EVERYONE! =)

raffles city

2009-05-19T23:12:00.004+08:00

Today was normal..

Paid more attention to AAA lect..

FIT tut gettin more difficult to comprehend as each wk pass..

Bcomm briefed us on Phone Etiquette..

can go sign up be telemarketer le! x)

As for the phone call test nxt wk, hopin i'm not on the 9am slot

or she'll hear my damn sleepy voice and fail me.. -.-!

And i hafta start studyinn!! exams in 2 more weeks!!

den met kai, went to raffles city..

changed my faulty eye concealor at body shop.

explored chijmes too.. den headed to his hse.. =)

Been long since i had dinner there!

Missed the wide-range of home cook food=)

Though my mom cooks.. usually dun get to eat it..

cos return home late n bros eat everything up.. none left for me!

and wen i do.. she too busy, only one soup one dish..

but no complaints! at least she still squeeze in time to cook!!

and her soups are excellent!! Love it the most! x)

all in all.. home food always taste better den outside food! :)

Found out Mei and i bought the same design of sandals!!

Planning to shop more at Malaysia in June.. Hee Hee! =)

bused and Mrted home myself..

Gonna go to bed already.. its late.. tmr wld be a long day..

Swt Dreamx All! =)

bcomm dining

2009-05-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

Bcomm at Alumni hse - Pines Cafe!

Dresing: smart casual

was supposed to be a 3 course meal..

for practical dining etiquette and Net working skills

but felt it was a little cartoon at the turn of events..

we set the cutlery on the table by oursleves instead of waiting??!!

ordered a thai styled milk tea

cos the water dey gave us in plastic cups

had houseflies flyin over them.. Gross!! =(

and the soup tasted gd only aft adding loads of pepper.

Main course was OILED chicken chop..

we had to use all the napkins to soak up the drippin oil =x!

and Dessert was pudding.. the only good thing served!

was raining wen we wanted to leave.. lucky a nice tutor drove us

in her 7 seater car to canteen 1 where we tried playin L4D

but the connection suck and i didn't brg my lappie =.=

FIT lecture was HILARIOUS! x)

Inside joke with the whole back row dere..

Topic: "KHAI KIT and .........!!"

and he got everybody's attention by trippin over the chairs

and lecturer asked if he needed help.. LOL!!

[[ KK!! All the best! u've gotten her fullest attention =) ]]

PIgged out at Nick's hse aft FIT lect ..

he had too many nice jap food and titbits!!^_^

shit!! i've ruined my effort in stayin off such sinful snacks! ARGH!

cabbed home.. blast the bill =.=

y mux he stay at YCK?? move to the east mann!!

Ok.. post more pics soon.. need get frm serene n kellyn =)

other than dat, enjoy these few snapshots!

Nitex everyone!

Set the dessert spoon above your dining plate!

Oiled Chicken chop with Thai milk tea!

See the grease on the shining plate

Napkins which saved our arteries being clogged up with Fatty Oil!

Impromptu done namecards for networkin!

I'm ION Orchard Marketing & Public Affairs Exec. =)

Trying to enjoy the food....

Was bored and ended up @ Nick's 3rd floor toilet! HaHa!

4 shots! kahlua n baileys!

2009-05-17T22:44:00.006+08:00

Went for service today morning den to John Little
cos my platform sandals snapped wen i wore it outta the hse
for the freakin FIRST time ytd=.=

The lady say hafta give her a mth.. will send back to supplier to repair!
hopefully dey'll call me fast..
and i bought an eyeliner at the same time too!=)

aft dat went to meet kai at his shop.. alex was dere!!
and i found out Alex can be a real ass wen he wants to be.. haha!! =)
ended up helpin out with their project. LOL!
closed the shop n kai cancelled his idea of gg home to slp..

went shoppin for glow in the dark stars and ate
grilled sambal fish and chicken at food court.

went to Haji Lane nxt and got a very nice seat at this Bar,
the ambience was jux right and the table had a very nice vase of roses..
Kai picked martell and black label, I picked baileys and kahlua!
All 4 were on the rocks..
the 2 i chose was so my taste.. finally found smthg i like :)
we jux took our time tasting out the shots

it was a great feelin jux chilling at the place..
with good music..

and most imptly, with my best fren!
we mux do it once in a while yeah?? =)

went to a shophse with an interesting name: "shop not found"

and met a very friendly and lovely sales girl..
den i saw this lovely pair of Vans yellow platform sneakerss...!!
the only pair the shop imported frm japan and it fitted my size!!!

In short, my convo with kai was:
me: "shit!.. i can't buy it la.. $69.90 too exx!"
kai: "looks very nice. only pair leh! dun nd tink de.. can lend u $$ first."
me: "ok! i tink i shall get it.. can pay by nets rite?"
kai: " i think u're drunk!" ^.^

and seriously i tink i was outta my mind..
but kai gonna topped my bill..
he reserved a burberry shirt in which he'll pay nxt sunday cos
the salesgal will be back den.. haha!

oh!! and the shop had such a pretty gold bag too!! =)
shopped at cold storage den headed home..

will tink of my outstanding bills another time!! hee hee! x)

very sleepy.. but happy n contented!!
Swt dreams all!! =)

swim!! shop!!

2009-05-16T16:39:00.008+08:00

ytd went well =))

sch ended at 1pm den we headed for alumni clubhse for lunch..

20% off due to 2 'deserving students' who were members x)

den went swimming.. didn't noe they had a bar n gym dere

too.. haha!

swam 10 laps and decided to jux tan.. luckily the sun was good..

however.. mr BRAm came over and the sun left.. all his fault!

but still i did turn a lttle browner ^.^

can't believe we 4 cld chat so much within the 3hours..

den totally shito!! 21 missed calls on my phone..

sch n parents all called.. all due to NOT handing in my genuine mc

and like my fault is someone ask me to dat de la.. and wen i hand in..

no one said anything also..and dey told my mom i missed mktg lesson. wts!

but nvm.. hopefully it'll blow over..

and daddy raisin my poket money by $50 =)

i'm reali lucky to have a dad who didn't want me to hve a hard life.

he told me he worked and studied b4 and it wasn't an experience

he wanted his children to try..

so dere goes my idea of workin and schling at the same time..

only can work during hols.. Lol..

had ballet n stretched like crazy. missed pointe work cos forgot to brg shoes..

but other den that.. it was fruitful in makin me more flexible!! haha =)

As for today, jux came back frm shoppin at PP!

collected my new passport and i look like crap in it =.=

But nvm.. i feel so happy now.. i completed my shoppin list..

and daddy was the one who paid x)

got my year supply of contact lens and solution..

(pity coloured contacts were like 3.5 times of it price. nvm. will buy with kai)

den finally got my concealor frm bodyshop..

daddy wanted renew mbership but need spend $50..

so ask me go pick out other stuff =)) bought 2 types of make-up remover..

so now.. i no need come out my own $$ to buy all the stuff le =)

eating my bulgian choco waffles now.. yumyum..

gonna go out and meet up with B now =)

fragile

2009-05-14T22:35:00.003+08:00

I felt so alone in the past week..

But i'm glad i have Steph, KK, and Bra

to make me laugh this few days!!

we even wore matchin clothing unknowingly ytd!

Tmr swimming =)

Tears flowed down my face unknowingly today

wen i heard that sentence..

tears that accumulated since last week..

it told me how fragile the mask was on my face.

i even hve a hard time trying to communicate

with someone that like doesn't exist in my life.

but i noe the rainbow wld come soon..

I Passed my FTT!! =))

I Passed my SPANISH! =))

i mux smile.

i mux grow strong.

i mux Stop depending on others

shit wednesdays

2009-05-13T13:47:00.011+08:00

oopsy doopsy! i'm not supposed to be here.. but who cares!!

i'm currently at marketing lecture learning bout CB!

consumer behaviour la!! ^.^

Accounting quiz today was dumb.. i jux passed only =(

Tmr spanish and FTT.... Ragh!!

i'm freakin drained.. and

i hate wednesdays even more.. especially wenever i tink of last week..

i jux want to be freakin left alone.. cept i jux realised.. i'm alone?!

MON

went to the hospital for check-up..

had long queue for screening b4 can enter hospi.

was late for 20min for my 9.50am appt but

guess everyone else was late also so didn't hafta wait long for my turn..

finally got a proper diagnosis..

but the bill amounted to $30+.. Wtf! if only i haven turn 18 den i can still

use the csc card so i have no medical bills.. shito!

TUES

was home early bout 2pm cos graduation so sch early dismissal

had a freakin headache so slept frm 3-7.. woke up for dinner

and went back to slpin at 10++.. and now.. i'm still tired..wth..

end up i have fever.. shit! i'm not a prsn dat falls sick easily..

how come i'm plauged with all this crapo now??

Fuck! i jux feel freakin depressed now...

where the hell are u?? fine! jux disappear on me for one whole week..

does it even make a difference to you whether i'm dere or not?

Ppl jux disappear wenever they want to.. and it hurts

wen they are the closest to you..

it fuckin sucks like crap..

Was late for 9:50am appt ... but saw doc at 10:31am

Totally nthg to do during waiting time......

Gangster and miee! haha!

Happy belated Birthday/ Mother's Day

mother's day

2009-05-10T18:32:00.009+08:00

Happy Mother's Day Mummy!!

Today hve been the best day of the week..=)

Woke up with a kiss frm mummy dear..

cos korkor gave her the $358 prezzie we were sharing already!

Worth all the $$ to see her happy!

Went for service with Ayl and mumy..=)

Had steak for lunch. yummy! i'm finally eating again..

Den had a little mother-daughter time doin mani and pedi!

I even got to try Waxing!! it hurts a little wen dey pull the strip..

But for once, i'm havin smooth legs in my 18 years of age. Hee Hee!

I've got prettaye nails with flowers now!!

Total bill for me alone: $162!! OMG!! thx mummy for payin!!

I guessed i needed a little pampering to cheer myself up after this not so happy wk.

Beginning to feel its like daughter's day instead and not mother's day!=)

Tonight i tink our whole family is gg out for dinner..

trying to get daddykins to sponsor.. hahaha!

As for ytd,

had dance performance at 佛光山 for vesak day.

Finally understood wad is getai feelin! Lol! danced twice in total..

Once at the tentage area den cross road go the main temple courtyard.

Aft that, managed to take bus 27 & 168 with nicole,

from sengkang to Uncle Dixon's hse for early MomDay celebration.

Ate a little of everything:

curry with bread, very delicious glutinous rice frm thailand, potato salad,

beehoon, coconut agar agar, bundung!

Chee Huat came to visit also.. He has finished 5 mth in NS already!!

He reali is different wen compared to my memories of him in pri sch! haha!

Dats all for now i guess..

To Be Unaccompanied...

My Melancholy Flowery Nails!

Random photo of my non-purposely torn tissue aft wiping my face! x)

exhausted

2009-05-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

Exhausted!

had SOM tut for the first time and

made frens with stephanie

though i actually noe her frm LMS cls last term..

but first time talking to her face to face...

gg crazy bout bangles. haha.

And someone treated me to waffer!! thxthx =)

for that, i'll help go photocopy all yr notes this whole term..

but u still hafta pay the paper money.. haha!

i tried to pay attention in SOM lect aft dat.. ended up falling asleep..

and Bram and Khai Kit was looking thru gals in facebook =.=! Lol!

aft sch, went to hve lunch with the rest

but watched them eat cos wasn't hungry..

went library to read book b4 heading home to catch a nap b4 dance..

but still am very tired..

Suddenly realised i haven eat anything but that waffer the whole day.

so jux went to kitchen to dig smthg out and made a nice hot milo!

Ciao! Nitex everyone! tmr performace!

gettin thru

2009-05-07T20:29:00.004+08:00

Hola!

was so dead during spanish..

nearly cmi at makan place..

but thx N for being yr crazy self, playin rock songs. LOL!

and B, thx for just being there..

I got thru today, i will go thru other days..

Went jogging aft so long.. missed the rush of wind..

Sprinting also helps me forget..

This is the biggest fall ever with the wound still aching..

but i'm gg to pick myself up.. like i always do..

Go listen to "When You Believe"

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see you way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near.

crossoad

2009-05-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Had sushi with kai today.. eat quite alot lar.. got exceed our $20 buffet money so nv waste. haha! den we went and walk walk see got wad nice clothes b4 heading back... chatted alot.. =)

if everything lasts forever, i wld want nthg more than that to happen to our friendship. =)

Wish i had shut up..

Wish we were as close as b4..

Wish my heart cld be directed by my mind..

Wish it doesn't hurt wen i already foreseen this outcome long ago..

Wish i can drop down everything off my back..

Wish i can have a good night's slp..

Wish i can stop thinking in these depressing thoughts..

Wish someone cld jux brg me away to a place where i can be alone..

Lord, i'm askin you to guide me in this.. i'm reali at a crossroad with everything.

frens? how?

2009-05-05T23:59:00.007+08:00

Ytd, weiling told me i looked different frm usual, today, during lecture, ZX looked at me and told me i had to eat more cos she can see my jawline already.. and i finally realised i really lost quite abit of weight. but lookin in the mirror, i reali dun see any difference though.. lol.. been trying to change my look.. no more being a b0ring gal with shorts and shirt. keeps my mind occupied on what to wear and stop thinking bout other stuff.. yepx..

Been spamming pictures during bcomm cls with serene and the rest for the past 2 days =)

went to wheelock ytd aft sch to ask bout Kc's ipod but he brought the casing and nv brg it =.=.. so today went again and he is gettin a replacement with the earpiece.. lol.. shopped at cine and heerens today.. saw a nice shirt for alex but due to parental objection he cld not buy it but me and kai was like i lend u money want?? hahaha!!

alex gave me a very good question. "how u become so good frens ?" and i'm thinking i dunno.. the first half of our friendship was always u being the one callin and sms.. now roles are reversed and the only reason i can say is cos u've got someone else to be there for u..

i just wanna go to a corner alone........ its so hard to smile at a person whom u're beside with but feels so far away cos they're in their own world.

ends

2009-05-03T22:16:00.004+08:00

It was a beautiful sunset.

Thx for talkin to me.. seeing those kids play remind me wen we were still young.. no such problems pestering our minds.. endless laughter and children talk. still, i got no answers.. but i noe its time to let go.. i'm too tired already..

i felt like walkin away.. but i doubt it wld not be worth it losing a fren like u.. u're the only fren i really got..

shopping

2009-05-02T22:14:00.005+08:00

ok..i'm back.. saw a few things at far east i wanted to buy.. skirt at only $1o and another chiffon kimono top also $10... Argh!! i need to control my spending... but now.. i want smthg else.. a checkered v-necked top($19) and a pink chiffon stone top($17).....come on!! whose nice to sponsor me =))

shiat.. i hafta find work to keep up with my spending..... and stop blog shopping to tempt myself..

i managed to pass it to u...... x_x

wolverine

2009-05-02T15:55:00.003+08:00

well lets see.. my voice has returned.. praise the lord =))

have been out ytd at shaw watchin wolverine.. very nice show mux go watch!!!! GAMBIT is sooo CUTE!! The SGgang has also decided to watch night at the museum2 together wen it comes out so we can all go nuts together again. But i'll book online first if that day is a freakin PH. Gv was like totally packed and cathay wasn'r screening that movie.. bookin online at 2pm, comp also hang cos over viewers =.=

aniwae.. i have done my part of the hsework.. gonna go out laterr.. =)

shld i or shld i not pass it to you?

first french

2009-04-29T22:25:00.003+08:00

Back frm my longest day in sch of the week...

lucky AAA tutor was a little free and easy.. hahah!! had 3hr break which i spent reading storybook.. like finally where i can rest my mind.. books always prove as a solace for me.

MKTG lect and tutorial of 4 hrs back to back =.=.. oh yeah,.. i'm the rep for this mod =))

back to reading the book for an hr b4 french started and i found out mr benoit though sounds french.. certainly doens't look french.. but he is amusing and treated us to chips and softdrinks for cancelling cls last wk.. i dun mind him cancelling more.. haha!!

tired till fell asleep on the train and woke wen the doors to kembangan was closing.. so had to go bedok instead.. lucky didn't hafta wait long for 222..

i have a sudden wish to work and study at the same time.... i feel like i'm rotting in time wen i have nthg to do aft sch on thurs and fri.. speakin of which my sat and sundays are spent aimlessly too.. of cos other than dance and teaching.. hmmm..

nvm.. i'm registering for diving =) yipess!! pls jy.. get yr parents to say yes too.. den we both can go together =)

LiGHts OuT! ADiOs!

1mth?

2009-04-28T23:02:00.006+08:00

Fell sick again.. fever, flu, cough, no voice... fuck!

ytd ate sushi buffet, though i was supposed to go home, thx to the persuasion of ly..=.= and we ate quite alot for only an hr ( see the pic xD)... aft that can't take it, go home slp at 7.30pm and only woke at 7.15am today.. i was giddy on my feet mum offered to drive me to sch =) thankies mum dear for allowing me to catch a few more min of slp in the car.. =) may ask in wad correct mind did i force myself to go sch?? cos i didn't wanna miss AAA.. but still.. didn't understood a wrd of the lecture and FIT tutorial was a little emmm....... cold? silent? not used? .. went home at 4pm with ly and gab.. thx for the few laufs u guys gave =)

He seriously forgot bout today or obviously can't be bothered =( not even 1 msg, not even one wrd of concern.. like wad am i suppose to expect =(

dats all for this stupid day.. double fuck!

bugis $61

2009-04-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

Had a great time shopping today=)

I realised many things.. i was probably too sensitive, and that was wad made me so down the past few days? weeks? but i reali enjoyed today.. jux gg out, laughing, not caring bout stuff and buy wad i love. Seeing all those new stuff made me feel i am going thru a metormophosis and becoming a new prsn yet again. i soo agree that buying stuff makes the world seem so nicer =)

had dance ytd with mr Anthony.. movements were very lyrical and i enjoyed the exercises though it was a tad tiring.. haha!! n jux found out performace on vesak day.. so labour day hve prac.. ooh my hols are disappearing.... but of cos no complaints! its always fun dancing! x)

I must seriously stop spending.. i spent $61 cash today.. cld hve been $71 actuall.. hee hee!! den still hve the stuff i ordered frm blogshoppin ytd... UH OH!!! i'm so over my may allowance.. shit!! anyone wanna contribute the the ADELINE's POCKET MONEY FUND!!!!!????? X)

BFF back =)

2009-04-22T20:42:00.004+08:00

Had a wonderful day together with bestie!

Finally went out to Jurong Point to shop and caught "knowing" together - great show bout how the earth is gg to die... the part where the father had to say goodbye to his son made me reali sadd.. but i guess the dad reali loved his son and had to let the son go bcos he loved him...

its been long since we went out like this.. and our topics always so interesting.. makes my mind work.. haha!! =)) managed to see the nice sun rays on the way home like in the movie but cldn't really catch it on cam.. Gonna start thinking of wad colour i'm gettin for my coloured contacts nxt mth =)

bcomm tutorial!

2009-04-21T14:32:00.004+08:00

I'm enjoying my 2nd day of sch =) currently at Bcomm tutorial ^.^

went for lecture frm 9-11am managed to force myself awake and copied down notes.. but i tink AAA is gonna so be like POA.. all the last min wrk cos i hate this mod so much!! LOL...den headed to Btp with Ellery, nick and kellyn ((Without MARCUS TAn cos he wanted to eat B&J))to eat at Pizza hut.. freakin funny wen E thought cheese was pepper and nearly poured it into nick's soup =)

had bout an hr and half left so me and K decided to go do our pretty little nails!!! PINK and GREEN rocks! sry nick!! left u alone for the last half an hour =X! but overall today was great.. new frens!! like catherine and of cos K! =))

ok.. better to get back to my Long reports!! mux get AD for this mod again!

pixs lata =)) cheerios!

flamenco

2009-04-18T23:16:00.015+08:00

Took passport photo today morning..

Flamenco performance was great! Swishing fans and rhythmic castanets=)

i enjoyed myself loads with the gals =)

though legs are aching, its been an experience puttting our own makeup yet again,

dancing infront of everybody & enjoyin cupcakes nicole darling baked for us!

Shake on babes!

Ly hse

2009-04-17T00:43:00.012+08:00

Its been so relaxing today.. slept till 11 plus den did some hanging of laundry plus bathed Ally.. den went down for lunch with mummy.. shared rojak + steak. the meat so was tender and yummy x) also packed txtbks for jy be heading to ly hse to meet up with heng, and gab too. Heng helped me "tidy" my mac and add stuff. Thx! =) i was cam-ing with 'veggie' and i love how ly hse has so many full-lenght mirrors.. =D den went thru whole of ly kitchen and ended up with a damn good root beer, marks and spencer strawberry nut cereal n a plum! hahaha!! didn't manage to take a proper pic with ly'd doggie though! all bcos of YIHENG! Ragh!

den met up with cy and andy at cineleisure.. for the first time, no one was late! diaox! and jovan the organiser pang seh =.=.. like wth??!! but nvm.. we went in to watch and heng was laughing throughout the movie.. mux be he tink action movie=comedy.. Show was GOOD!! The action and fast cars didn't let me down.. pity Letty (Michelle Rodriquez) had to die so early.. wanted to watch more of her in action! My Idol! =)

well, had sandwhich for supper.. haha! and cy had his strawberry ice blend like finally.. :) headed home and we hve decided to hve boardgame session this Sunday.. hopefully can meet up b4 sch reopens! =)

LigHts OUt!

Ctown

2009-04-15T22:29:00.004+08:00

GALs outing at Chinatown today...

Bought fans for this sat flamenco performance.. den nearly lost my wallet cos i absentmindedly left it at the store chair and walked out to find chin and ling.. lucky the uncle very nice.. remind me to take it x)

other that that... had a whooping great time shopping with chin and ling. we bought sunglasses, very low socks, clips, legggings, perfume..etc.. hahah!! its been long since i went out like this. i was tourguide on one side and brought them to eat sausage, ling also had curryfshball and waffle ball.. chin was the TG on the other side.. didn't noe had so many shophouses that sold customized stuff.. i managed to get a very nice fairy ring in the customize costume jewellery shop! didn't get the lace belt cos a little over budget.. and i still want my kimono top...

Still i'm continuing on a shopping craze.. 3 of us aiming for city plazza 2 weeks aft sch reopen! LOL! and i'm back to my love of sunglasses!! the questions is do i need it?? hmmmm!!! posting the pics aft i get it frm ling!!

somehow i found out wad i've been missing the past year...... and i'm glad the realisation didn't come too late

Sweet dreams all! =)

Marc ng bdae

2009-04-14T23:27:00.012+08:00

Slept at 12am ytd!! promised darlx that i wld do it! =) New pink top with short hair and pink earrings to match my bright mood today =)

Marc Ng's post bdae celebration at orchard today with the Usualz! nick and marc tan came too! met this 2 cuckoos at somerset first b4 finding out everybody else was late cept for ZX and Rico.. den had to walk all the way to Shaw in the damn bloody hot weather =.=.. so the spoilt us or rather me tried to find the "aircon" way to there...haha!! =)

everybody reached and i ate at shokudo for the first time! love my cabonara shokudo style and pumpkin soup and Nic's macha dessert!! yumyum! but it burnt a hole in my pocket =.= Caught Confessions of a Shopoholic! freakin nice and touching.. =) and the Brandon guy was soooo sweet!!

snacked at KFC aft that cos was still feeling full to the max. surprised marc with a slice of cake.. his expression was priceless!! he didn't suspect anything!! hee hee!! Happy Belated Birthday my Crush!! =) headed for behind heerens and played spin the bottle.. seriously wondering where ZX get her questions frm.. haha.. extrememist!! Left at 9.30++ and kena qn cos counted as i backed out.. " who do i want to slp with in that circle!" like WTF!! LOLOLOL!!!

gonna slp soon.. mux hve healthy slpin time le.. my dark circles are killing me...=(

so tmr most prob hit chinatown for a li'll gals outing =)))

passsed btt

2009-04-13T14:16:00.002+08:00

Was so slack.. read the book only ytd but....

I PASSED MY BTT!!! Happy!! =)

maleka 3rd day

2009-04-12T21:54:00.001+08:00

HELLO SINGAPORE!

HELLO ALLY!

HELLO EVERONE!

I'M BACK =)

Happpy Easter too!!!

had last min shopping at makhota.. found sandals like finally! bought same as jy x) and my lip gloss.. so hard to find the type i want!! thx for being patient gal while i was so fussy! tea-break jux b4 causeway.. ate satay and KFC! surprisingly no car jam! mux be everybody thought will jam den went home early.. haha! how nice reverse psychology works =)

last min decision to head for minced meat noodles.. everybody went to bedok and ate! shared with jy and we cous were like gg crazy with the camera even wen kor kor drove us home without the adults first! we were like taking pics at the carpark lot =.=! hehe hehe!

This 3 days has been absolute FUN! can't wait for the exact day 2mths frm now=) 1 week of cam-whoring at genting! whoo hoo!

okok... gonna go unpack all my goodies.. tmr waking at 6am! wish me luck!

maleka 1 n2 day

2009-04-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

ok.. i'm like in malacca using the clubhse internet to blog now..

Thurs

baoc'09 has ended and Revo had gotten 2nd runner-up + best cheering! Yayys!! losing my voice with the rest has been fulfilling x). made some new frens and got to noe some better too.. met kai to pass him the guitar.. u owe me one~~ make me carry so heavy to sch and back.. haha! and i need to understand................... but u ain't giving me an ans...

Fri

Didn't slp.. noe u dun hve time for me so ytd night was very meaningful for me.. but it seriously made my mind more and more confused.. =x left for malaysia at 5 plus aft breakfast. only our car wan't stuck due to a miserable difference of 15 min!! Jy and her family got stuck at customs for 2 hrs with uncle guo yong. but it didn't make a diff cos i was slpin.. heh heh!! =) slept througout the journey till we reached. Shopped at Palawan and got 2 shorts, a top, a pullover for only RM45 =) BIG OFFER! den got a very silly statement tee.. Tekai got one of a sperm in a nike tick with the wrds " JUST DID IT" hahahaa!! den had a 8 course chinese dinner b4 heading for Jonker walk and ate fried ice-cream, bought a bag, a top =) Sweet dreamx =)

Today

Went to Genting Highlands today. slept the whole long trip. ate at mushroom farm and took many farni pics.. will be posting it wen i'm back! continued shoppin dere for only 20 mins??!

but still managed to get a purple 2 toned dress, a beach cloth bag that i saw ytd for RM55.. now ony RM25 =) and a anklet! gonna change my style wen i get back!! went to Malacca eye camwhored even more.. frm jumshots to climbing trees to being las with jy. LOL! x)

Hopefully can shop more tmr.. hee hee x) and I'm thinking of cuttin off my hair to shoulder length.. hmmmm.... anyone got any ideas?? x) gonna be back tmr den i can post all my prettaye pixx!! =)

betrayed

2009-04-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

As for u, i hve a feelin u won't be even reading this but i need say what i really feel. :

I still treasure this friendship no matter what, but I'm really sad and disappointed on what i have found out. u said u were a bastard and i seriously wanna jux hate u. i feel so betrayed. i warned u b4 i hate being used. u said u didn't use me.. care to give me a reason?.. can i now ask what was the difference between u and the rest? forget it.. i'm getting used to this. i'm nthg but a freakin cheap and worthless bitch who spends too much time making the same old mistake over and over again..i wished i wasn't so stupid. i wish we cld have stated it clearly and drew the line. it wasn't totally your fault. i went into it thinking differently.. assuming things that i shdn't have since its your mind. i'm trying to make excuses for u.. i'm trying to tink positive but its hard.

But on another side, i'm thankful for you moulding me into someone different frm my old personality. u are the one who noes me best. If only we hadn't made that stupid mistake, i wldn't feel so damn hurt like now.. and it hurts too wen u lie. u usually tell me evrything.. and how does it feel wen i finally get to know it due to a slip of the tongue and cos the rest knew bout it first? and being you, this may not be insignificant but it does to me. have u even think? wen was the last time we went out only together by ourselves to shop or to catch a movie?

i didn't slp for those 4 hrs cos i had been thinking. Spilled water can never be poured back. and neither does crying over it helps.. my status have changed cos i need to get over this. and it seemed the best way to do it. i'm sry..i'm still your bestfren though and i'll always be there if u need my help. i believe our friendship is strong enuf to hold on.. i only ask for patience during this period of time

baoc.

2009-04-08T21:58:00.008+08:00

the past 2 days have attended bAOC'09

Tues

Was posted to Revolucion Dance grp 9. SBs: Ivan, chew lian, shayne, Zx, Conrad and me! Guess everybody needed some time to get to know each other b4 starting to be a team aft playin "blow wind blow" and jon had to an organism pushup on conrad.. freak ass funny=) half the grp was enthu enuf to stay for performance =) i decided to go home since wasn't feelin dat well le.. ended up.. slept at like 8pm?! sorethroat and had fever.. =.=

Today

Went slightly later cos also need help kai select his Gems lesson.. den went to meet the rest for GAMES.. i totally hecked care bout my voice and Quacking grp 9 did a wonderful job in screaming aft the first station game.. haha!! we played out own games and ZX came out with her pro forfeits.. we cheered and danced on the tables, invited other grps to do the organism push up, poled dance on the table x) so much laughter.. and i thank my grp fr brightening up my day =) a

t the end of it, some of us sbs were like ownself gg high.. we cam-whored doin jumpshots and standing on the stage cheering like crazy x) but thats make all so much more fun and memorable =) tmr, one of the emcees is gonna shave his legs depending on Liverpool or Chelsea winning the match.. of cos LPool la =))

BEMPT salad

2009-04-06T23:27:00.005+08:00

well well... went to give kai a morning call today.. our set off time frm 10am became till like 2pm.. hahahxx.. the air-con was jux so good.. =) den wen we finally went off but was hit by a thunderstorm.. was drenched on the leftside b4 even reachin the gate =.= By the time get to the bustop.. i had just took an unplanned bath with my clothes on.. LOL!

Lucky got jacket to cover aft that.. oh and we saw a fat rat in the evacuated shop nxt to us.. =X

bout 5 plus, went to coldstorage to buy our ingredients.. den went back to eat dinner.. had a fun time scrubbing potatoes, buttering / boiling them, frying bacon, minced meat etc.. haha.. was fun smashing all our fav food in the mayo x) well, end result, the baked potato was like very appley crunchy.. oops.. dunno was it a little uncooked.. but nvm i still liked it.. haha.. the sour cream was spoilt cos left out too long in the fridge, =( substituted it with mayo and bacon bits!! =) as for the potato salad..... its a success i think! hee hee! super yummy wen chilled with so many of our ingredients=) Officially called it B.E.M.P.T salad =) we'll be tryin the baked potato again soon with another type of potato...

and kai i i'm gonna make u fry the nxt time with or without your jacket ^.^

tmr heading for BAOC'09. hope my grp's enthu =)

neglected

2009-04-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

Went for service today and had a litttle potluck cos reuben gg to NS!! aww.. gonna miss him even more cos he transfering cell.. but yupx we'll always welcome u back =))

den got put on aeroplane by someone yet again.. so went home and ate popiah with the rest.. ended up with k session. haha!! all the old songs were played. been a mth since i got back my full voice x)

i am feeling very neglected....

vomiitin turns

2009-04-04T01:20:00.002+08:00

Today supposed to go ikea with mum and bro.. ended up helpin kai out at the m.s...

aniwae... dance needa work hard more..freakin stiff and extensions are way below standard..also felt like vommiting aft so many pirourettes and all =( but is part of the experience. shows i hafta prac more.. and i needa buck up on flamenco too since performance on 18apr!! now reali hungry since it only ended at 11.30pm..

i really appreciate wad u have done for me. But sometimes its jux difficult to explain on my side of things.. i dunno how to.. u come a whole different side of upbrging.. u can't understand only wen u are right there and than... i 'm changing BUT i'm not looking to become my old self.. only getting back some pieces of wad i tink my real personality is..

blue eyeliner

2009-04-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

I got my shiny Blue Eyeliner. =) new look wen sch reopens mann..

Went out with jovan, cy, andy, lee yang, yiheng and kc today evening to The Cathay to watch "12 rounds" nice show mann.. heng heng and jojo had couple time together..x) the show was good mann.. but y do bad guys always get hot gals and the gals end up dying first somehow?? lol?

tired mann.. gonna slp........ =)

V, dental

2009-04-01T22:04:00.003+08:00

This weird , less argumentative gal has enjoyed today loads.. needn't say anything here cos all memories are locked within her already =)

qaiser's bdae

2009-03-30T23:47:00.004+08:00

well well.. stayed home and did the usual hsework and prac guitar for 2+ hrs.. I finally can make out a little tune wen singing and playin at the same time for Teardrops On My Guitar =) my fingers are like red and hurting now do.. and i peeled of the skin =( ..but its hows i've been hardworking.. hahah!!

Bout 6pm, went to heerens fish and co to meet up with ZX, JC, Bram, MarcNg, Bruno and bdae boy Qaizer =) been long since i laughed like an idiot.. me and Zx were like practically swallowing air cos the guys were makin all sorts of jokes.. still suffereing frm post-camp fever.. haha!! Surprised qaizer by getting the crew to help celebrate. dey made him stand on the chair and got the rest of the ppl to sing happy bdae song for him.. guess qai was lucky dat it was a mon and they were like very few ppl.. LOL.. den ate the very nice cake.. got a video with qai pullin out candles with his mouth only.. but sadly we were all to nice give him a cake bash! x) gonna get the rest of the grp pics frm zx soon.. haha!!

We continued by sitting outside taka and played Truth or Dare. Qns were freakin funny.. we played like non-stop till 10.30 before all of us seperated our ways.. Me and JC took the train but opposite directions.. so took my solo trip home.. =)

can't wait for sch to start and meet up with the Usualz again =)

V!

2009-03-29T01:03:00.003+08:00

well its like late.. i'm just back frm my walk under the starry starry night skies.. been so long since i've seen so many stars =)

well.. went for chen's wedding today morning.. met jovan and took bus 7 dere.. we were like the earliest of our cls.. 4L was dere also and finally met hwee li, leonard, yap, etccccc.. the wedding was very humourous.. best thing quoted frm the rev:

Bride-- men will always remain as boys. and boys always need their toys as long its legitimate.

Groom-- Fear GOD + Fear wife = long life!! x)

but seriously, i like totally can't clique with the rest la.. so ended up me and jovan didn't even eat lunch and we took the train home.. haha.. den cleared mama's rm.. it was so dirty.. the maid like totally nv mop floor wan la.. even kor kor mop the rooms cleaner den her.. halfway, Ally escaped.. was like frantically running up and down calling for her.. den lucky mummy found her on the like 2 nd storey??? we were supposedly on the 9th floor?? whew.. give me heart attack...

aft clearing everything, den came home and slacked.. was waiting to see anybody accompany me to marina bay.. end up someone made me waited 2 hours.. haha!! but its ok!! thx v for walking with me, letting me enjoy the stars, the water, attracting mosquitoes away frm me, sending me back home.. =) so much misunderstanding has wasted our time.. glad all has been cleared up =) its been long... n i promise i'll be thinking thrice bout we said tonight!

dark circles

2009-03-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

I really wonder wad blogs are for?? For u to vent down your frustrations? to be heard? to be the communication tool & let your feeling known for "your one n only" ? or issit simply jux for u to record down your memories and let u smile wen look back at them..? someone.. enlighten me please...

Sry cy, didn't go down for prawn noodle cos woke up late and needed to do hsework =( den taught piano, b4 heading for ballet. my gosh.. my dark circles are gonna kill my image.. first thing Qi said to me was:" wad happen to your eyes!!" argh!!! i'm not gonna go out of the hse without my concealer anymore.. =X.. alot of the rest also commented i grew slimmer.. heh heh.. who knew.. eat only wen hungry was the correct plan x) ok la.. jux kiddin ppl.. i'm not anorexic.. its due to the fever, cough and flu last week dat i lost weight.. puh lease... do i ever turn down food?? other than chicken dat is.. haha =) But its a good thing i guess.. haha.. but i seriously wanna go gym and swimming..

bestie!!! hurry come back frm camp.. missin yr company for the past few days already.. =(

mall cops

2009-03-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

well well... have been doin nthg much these few days... went and collected back my guitar on tues.. den visited Derek with parents at night due to car accident while he was on his way to our hse to give us things he brought back frm japan.. lucky no fractures.. thank the lord! =) stayed at home the whole day on wed..

den today went out watch mall cops at cine.. lame show.. not much laughter.. but while waiting for the rest, we went to gloria jeans to try the 3bucks promo.. ended up ly's oreao mocha tasted like crap so he asked for a change.. den cy's mint was also equally eurgh!! heng heng didn't noe and bought the same one =.=.. lucky my choco was okok only.... ate tepanyaki for dinner.. me and ly shared the one4one set and didn't order drinks cos we were the pair under budget.. hahah! but it was a great deal, got sashimi, sushi, fish, chicken, vege, prawn, chawamushi, sherbet!! yumyum!=) supper was at 85.. so long nv go liao.. stingray was good but the oyster was like flour.. =(

well tmr is ahs founder's day.. dunno whether i'm gg not!! hahah!!

personality quiz

2009-03-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

Jux did a little personality test and here are the results... go try it out:

http//www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx!!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

suntan

2009-03-23T22:33:00.004+08:00

Time passed very quickly today!! woke up bout 12 since no one at home.. was damn idle.. wanted to go out but can't since i promised mummy i'll be home incase she cldn't be back in time.. ended up, at 2.30 kai said he go suntan since the stupid weather forecast was wrong and today happened to be SUNNY! so resorted to reading book.. but somehow, mum came back early enuf at bout 3.30.. and kai happened to be watchin bball match at sbc.. so i cabbed down.. and can u believe it?? the sun disappeared ;(.. but it came back soon aft at it was perfect! i turned a little more tan and my face no longer so pale...

on the way out, saw julian and huiwen since they jux played finish their match before takin bus back.. didn't go watch movie.. relaxed and prac guitar.. was supposed to take the guitar back but left it there b4 someone disappear for 5 days bcos of camp.. and due to the fact it made me laugh hearing kai compose his own song.. haha!! hilarious! :)

drank smthg new today.. similar to jackdaniels with coke.. but much nicer cos it was sweeter to the taste..=) hmm.. is dis gonna be a habit?? hahahah!!!

DRAMAs!!!! my late night entertainment.... hope can finish xun qing ji by tonight! =)

cuthair

2009-03-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Attended service!! and i thought it was lottery day! daddy jux handed 5 bucks to me.. mummy gave me 20.. =)) i jux said thx and took it.. who turns down money.. hee hee =)

went to find kai but ended up fallin asleep.. mux be the flu medication.. +.+!! den went down to hougang to cut our hair.. den my mood changed so fast i cldn't cope it myself..it was supposed to be a happy day =( ended up, daddy called and want me back by 6 pm to eat pizza.. i should be happy.. but i dunno y i ended up so angry and all my frustration seemed to reach the limit.. and i tried holding back.. but i cldn't.. thx kai for trying to lighten up the mood and sry cldn't go clarke quay to walk walk see see...

ended up, eat finsh pizza, daddy jux dropped us back home at like 7pm and i was like.. =.=..... dazed arnd at home and watched ai, now also seeing xiao zhu dance! so cute! gonna continue with my book= Dance of the Gods! later!!

rainbow

2009-03-21T11:58:00.004+08:00

well... today.. woke up in the morn and taught piano.. and i was paid my fees =) so proud of myself that at least i have earned smthg during the holidays.. haha.. but i'm feeling a little sick.. croaking around.. but hve been a good gal :) helped mummy aft my lesson and taught the rest of the students math and eng.. did a little laundry den i went to find kai..

who knew.. it rained cats and dogs so ended up watchin him eat lunch den not to waste money, went his hse yet again.. played hotel california.. kai totally win me liao.. haix. den took a nap before waking up to someone calling me "stupid noob"

den while eating dinner, saw that the sky was like golden so went out to look.. end up seeing a rainbow =) den, went up to watch se diao ying xiong zhuan.. but was couging like shit so no mood..

went out and like finally drank the cider again!! totally whacky..=)) i'm getting hooked on it la. den took my ride home again.. these quiet trips made me think wad am i really doin.. issit really for me? issit worth all the effort?? laughter covers everything i wanna hide.. i noe u are making an effort.. i can say life was like the same as before.. but only your attention i'm no longer certain that it stays.. and that makes the difference of everything..

well, on a happier note!! thx uncle for the late bdae present =)) love it!!

french

2009-03-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

Today was woken up at 6+ jux to help fill dog food =.= though i like only slept at 4+ cos watchin drama.. den tried gg back to slp.. but woke at 10.30 to help kai check his results.. congrats!! its not bad =) den did some laundry before hitchin a lift frm mummy to sch to pay my french fees like aft procrastinating so long >.<

had macs for lunch den tried gg back to slp but evrybody jux keeps disturbing me till reali can't den brought ally to groomer.. she came back all shaved.. hahaha!! my poor darling!~ den played around with my mac, gettin used to the commands.. before giving mumsy a short tutorial on how to use my t61 b4 i gave it to her..hhaha =)

and i'm so glad.. jux found out a few minutes ago that i passed my french..!! YAYYS! dis is the only thing that brightens my mood =)

gonna go back watchin tv..................

bbq

2009-03-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

ytd supposed to go sch to pay french fees.. ended up.. mei saw me while driving pei to sch.. so they give me a lift to their hse x) den end up laze here laze there.. with the rain so heavy also, end up nv go sch.. sianx.. practiced guitar and took a nap b4 screams got me awoken.. den kai and me headed for the bball court.. supposedly say watch only but ended up playin.. haha.. den went got home suddenly noticed kai's watch missing so headed back.. though everybody was gone.. damn lucky the watch was still there.. whew..!! than bbq and ate curry.. mei had 2 dae cakes.. shand't elaborate why xcept that we ate the better one.. hahaha:)

for today, woke up at bout 10 plus den did somehouse work i neglected.. and i also baked a choco cake for lee yang.. den met kai at MC and tried to go gothic style.. xD.. before heading to meet the other at bugis.. ate fish n co.. everybody was trying to make ly the centre of attraction.. so kai and jovan started singing bdae song.. but most ended up like spoilt recorder:" Hap! Hap! Hap!" cos ly was staring daggers at them.. haha..

well.. gonna go watch tv.. ciao!

cheering Up

2009-03-15T23:26:00.007+08:00

well.. i'm certainly feeling better now.. nomore makin my pillow drenched b4 i sleep.. aniwae, to cut the long story short,

FRIDAY

woken up at 8 in the morn. and was extremely grumpy due to ytd's mood.. haix.. but in the car mumy and i exchanged thoughts..thought thru a few things... den fetched kukong peter to do bawang kepiting (Crab Soup). its one fo the easier dishes but the best soup one can taste.. but somehow, kukong sensed that i was not as lively though i did try my best to act as if everything was normal.. .. felt too uptight so decided to find kai. he brought me to Sai BaBa there and i really felt calmness there.. than we walked aroung velocity which was really cool with the basketball court outside the mall x). aft that went to view his childhood pics.. sooo cutee. i cldn't recognise him :) den watched xun qing ji b4 heading to dreamland.

SATURDAY

I GOT MY MAC ALUM FINALLY!! THX DADY!

went to kai's hse early in the morning at 9am cos hafta wake him up to cut his hair.. ended up.. he too tired.. so bout 11am, he went back to slp till 1pm before we started playin the guitar.. hotel california is on the way.. and of cos watching xun qing ji again.. haha ;) went home bout 6, catched a little of ai, read a little.. den ZZZZzzzz

TODAY

had a good sleep finally..went for service.. felt the distance i have strayed away frm god. today's band "delusion" was good.. and it served a purpose for me to see the whole of max pavilion being packed fully. International delegats were there.. and pastor ceaser did a marvelous job with the sermon, guiding me back to where i wanted :) than headed to MS.. was earlier than kai.. haha.. over sleeper.. cld see it was real busy.. den finally ate a decent meal since the past 4 days. got my appetite back too;) caught ai sha with da zui ba at bugis.. was quite packed.. but went to view shirts instead.. haha..

went over for dinner.. and we started to play with eyeliners x) pei was pink and blue while kai was blue ....mine = matural.. haha>>

tmr's mei's bdae... fun fun!!! i tink i'm gonna go hve an early night =) no more being locked down.. faith restored.. for God's Blood Never Fails ;)

i was scared.. but i shld jux leave it as it is. why make myself unhappy.. gotto smile more.. cos i treaure uu..

LIAR

2009-03-12T12:45:00.004+08:00

noe wad..

I hate LIARs..

in a real bad mood so nthg to say..

trying to smile

2009-03-11T23:30:00.004+08:00

today went with yang yang and heng heng to sp for the enrollment thingy..ended up being like a mother... haha x) viewed the computers and compared it to np.. np much better.. den cabbed down to ly hse n met his huge dog which can play dead.. very cute.. den met up with cy, jovan and kc for dinner but first got my bagpack at bugis.. and ate at phin's steak for $25.. i'm gonna be so broke..>.<>

i'm tryin my hard to smile to laugh.. but its hard cos i feel u drifting further away frm me and it jux scares me that one day u'll be gone.. and i'm gonna be left alone again.. how many times have i told myself nv to be dependent on anyone cos it always ends up with the same result. i'm so stupid.

a step into the past utube

2009-03-09T16:19:00.006+08:00

i finally got my well-deserved rest..... cos i just WOKE UP.. haha.. can't rmb the last time i woke up so late..hmmm... well i'm getting very restless at home.. i need find a job soon or i shld jux probably relax.. haha

didn't do much the other days.. on sat wen out with uncle david and kai.. my nose was a tap and my voice so sexual.. haha den sunday got pulled out of bed at 8am to go marketing and started cooking bua keluak till 3pm.. hand damn tired.. delieverd the food to kukong peter.. and he said it was good for a beginner.. though it lacked a little sugar and salt plus the meat was not evenly mixed.. hee hee.. dun wry, i'll improve >.<>

have been practicing on my guitar till it went out of tune but i didn't noe.. haha.. managed the plucking for the first 2 bars of hotel california!! i'm so smart x)

Have also been watching very good hong kong serial acted by louis khoo, xuan xuan and a s'porean actress.. go catch it on youtube -- Xun Qing Ji (A Step Into the Past)....

so i tink dats all.. gotto go watch my dramamamamass...
other than the fact i'm trying to be happy.

teardrops on my guitar

2009-03-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

my exact feelings....

Teardrops On My Guitar_ Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

chalet guitar

2009-03-05T13:13:00.005+08:00

whee.. chalet is over.. the past 3 days have been a blast and full of fun..

02/3/09
went out with shiling at 11am.. went to vivo and bought my beret frm f21 finally.. den went to daiso and ya kun kaya toast to eat.. gal talked and catched up alot.. i feel i really neglected my frens frm back in ahs.. i haven't seen them like in ages.. thx ling for accompanying me shopping and hearing me talk non stop.. haha.. den slacked at the chalet.. we seriously went to early.. so go IMM walk.. eat mos and buy discs.. den went back chalet since the guys saud they were arriving..

den i got my surprise.. a guitar case filled with kinder surprise chocolate.. of cos they were jux playin.. jovan was holding my new guitar behind.. i was damn touched... it is the best surprise that i ever had.. and the best present i cld get on my 18th belated bdae. thx to you all mann.. which is kc, ben, yi heng, chunyong, jovan, andy, gabriel, lee yang, wee hoe, melissa, shiling. reli thx alot.. x) den played bball and ate at HANs for dinner..

03/03/09
actually woke up bout 10am.. but was super freezing.. so jux lie down there though the ppl sleepin upstairs was gg crazy with their slangs.. they left us with one hr of quiet cos go eat breakfats den they were back.. by than was already 3pm.. den the guys go play bball again plus swimming.. the gals went IMM to buy us macs.. rest was also doing their own things.. so i ended up gg to bed.. jux felt i needed a quiet time.. buddy somehow called by telepathy again.. thx for hearing me whine again.. den kai came up to find me.. i didn't noe wad came over me at that time. i jux felt so alone and confused.. i'm sry for dampening the mood.. i didn't wanna say anything cos its best to jux forget bout everything.. i noe i'm in no position to ask so much.. but u've got my wrd that i'll stop.. i treasure this friendship as much as u do and i dun want to see it slowly deteriorating..

watch step up 2 and drank.. den decided to slp cos like know tmr hafta wake up early to check out.. so went up to slp on the bed.. so comfy.. but dis time no blanket.. fishmonger jovan took it all for himself on the sofa.. haha.. its ok jojo.. ytd night u freezed so tonight your turn to be warm..

04/03/09
checked out exactly 12 aft hunting for towels x).. though was delayed cos of some admin problem, went to simpang to eat prawn noodle.. den took taxi home. bathed and slept.

05/03/09
so today...aft more than 12 hours of slp.. later gg watch bball match finals back at ahs.. miss my sec sch mann.. and my holiday aim.. to learn the guitar and get my driving license.. :)

forget

2009-02-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

i finally understand how sucky it can get... didn't have any mood to do anything so help mum with cookin in the morning.. den went back to slp at bout 4 pm till now.. haha.. its like its so freakin meaningless.. its raining outside so can't go jogging also.. oh yeah! i plan to lose at least 3kg durin this hols mann.. i'm currently in the correct track..x)

tmr probably gg for church... den i'll be off for chalet on mon.. the guys planning a surprise for me.. lol.. dunno wad they up to.. so meeting shiling first,, have decide to go vivo to buy my beret... i'm so in love with dat... mux go shopping with zx again.. hee hee..

just forget forget forget forget forget!

used...

2009-02-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun..after all the morning calls to mostly everyone...and everybody met an hr later than the time set.. finally went out with ben and gang who crapped like they never met for 10 years.... buy shoes sponsored by daddy.. den eat sushi till full.. played bball at the arcade.. with jovan and kai hitting 336 plus ben and chunyong hitting 335.. den act shooting movie..freak ass funny..and watched marley and me.. that show made me freakin cry like crap.. haha.. lucky ben also accompany me in wasting tissue x) it seriously depends on the company mann.. though we did like nthg, the outing was filled with laughter and everybody was themselves.. it made everything A OK!

slept at 6am ytd... crap every shit thing dat i'm in a damn stupid foul mood.. fuck!
feeling so stupid like everytime.. fairytales are so fake. but this is reality so gotto buck up and stop becoming so naive.

OVER!!! first year poly

2009-02-25T00:15:00.007+08:00

FINALLY ALL PAPERS ARE OVER!!!!! WHOO HOO!!! I have finished my 1st year of poly =)

yes adede u're finally officially 18 =).. u've been quite a good gal, putting more effort than any exams since entering poly!! x) well, i am damn happy now.. all papers down.. and even managed to celebrate my birthday on sunday.. popiah was a success..=)) later will post more pictures.. finally have time to update.. well.. here goes..

sunday, woke up at 7am to do marketing and preparation of popiah till 4pm plus den waited for the rest of my family to come.. its been long since i jux spent my birthday only with family.. it let me feel a warm feeling.. especially the "get choc from the cake rush" wen cutting of the cake. it made me feel that we cousins are also very close, jokin here and there but always dere wen u need advice.. though mux thank jiayin for instigating yr bro to spread cream over my face.. hahaha =)) it was a great 18th birthday=)

monday, lucky studied for macro.. woke up in the morn to deliver popiah to kai before heading out for econs test.. wheeeeeee=)) can la.. average paper..

tues, due to procrastinating, i only started on my 9 chapter of BMGT at 7pm mon.. freakin all memorising.. lucky kai force me to study.. alot stuff came out.. managed to do sleepin studying trick.. hee >.<>

Wed, POA was a little screwed but my bank reconciliation was tallied correctly.. my first time smthg balanced out... haha.. so frm my F shld improve to at least a C. rahh!! hope my first term can pull up.. aft test, cab down with nick, ZX, marc tan and serene go vivo.. treated myself to Carl's junior.. yum yum!! love the fries... and went shopping.. oooh.. i love F21 crochet beret.. tmr go buy!! counted as bro's bdae gift to me.. yayyy!!! den was supposed to meet uncle alex to buy my bag at cine but the shop closed down.. sianx.. so went home..

feel so free and slack.. haha.. tmr gg out with jojo, monkey, goat and the rest of the gang.. miss their crap especially this 2 weeks of exam..

gonna catch up my beauty sleep =))
nice song.. the words i needed to hear..
"Lucky - Jason Mraz"

i dunno if u feel the same as me.. i reali want to tell u those wrds.. but i'm just afraid it'll backfire..its tough holding back.. wen wld be the right time? proabably never..

popiah

2009-02-21T22:21:00.007+08:00

omg... i hve currently not slept for the past 36.5 hours and still counting....

wasn't slpin cos was watchin pink panther 2. till 6am...heex.. x) den had to go marketing to get popiah ingredients at 6.30.. ended up eating breakfast spree --> peanut pancake, soyabean, kueh chap.. whews..

when finally got back to the house.. kena do cutting and slicing.. had to do the tau kee and bamboo shoots with jia ying.. freakin tired and painful.. got 3 blisters liao.. jux sit there for 3hours+ with the knife.. the preparation was the tedious one.. den the frying.. and mixing of all the ingredients.. so many.. ragh!! but aniwae.. here are some pics to see how busy we were in the kitchen.. with me, alvan, jiayin, mum, aunty alina and kukong peter =)

well.. hopefully the food turn out good tmr=))
hmm.. am i gonna slp tonight?? YES!! DUH!!!

stressedddd

2009-02-21T04:14:00.001+08:00

BLAW down.. 3 more to go...

haha.. so i feel so much more relaxed now.. thx buddy for being there at the time i needed u the most.. felt so stressed plus with all the other considerations... wish all this will pass soon.. really want my exams to be over so i can jux heck care and play....

still counting dowin of my 14 days.. where 5 days i have gone out to sit for 2 exams, go out study twice, and out to eat for dinner during vdae... wonderful shit........

alright... i shld be freakin slpin....

blaw eve

2009-02-19T15:14:00.003+08:00

haix... its a fact but so wierd.. at night can't slp... morning can't wake up..

tmr is finally blaw exam.. but i'm still staring at my txtbook only... wth...its like i'm proof-reading.. nthg is getting locked down in my brain... and worst still.. can't even take a nap at all.. lost all mood or motivation on the last day... ragh!! i haven even memorised my cases for proving in LAC..

everybody is freakin mugging.......... can i just knock my head on the cupboard again to get some lethargic-ness outta me?? well.. gonna go stare somemore.. hope it can even be at least like 5% useful...

vdae's nxt day

2009-02-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

haha.. i can't believe it.. its the 15 of feb but the last time i came here to post it was 7 jan.. dats like more than a month.....

well... my life's been good and i'm settling down to a routine to study for my upcoming exams.. can't believe that i'm gg to 2 nd year of poly already. and congrats to my cousin for gettin in to this same sch and same course as me =)

ytd was valetines day.. and i spent the morning helpin my mom out till afternoon.. den i cooked clam chowder pasta with sausage ... heex!! so far no one is complaining of a stomach upset.. yayy!! than in the evening, went to pizza hut for a very full and delicious dinner with mumsy and aylwin.. before learning to choose fresh prawns to do my nonya popiah this sunday.. can't wait to be 18 =)

mux thx Kukong peter for still coming over to teach me to cook for my birthday.. yupx.. i'm proud to say i have a true blue perenakan grand uncle who is a damn good cook and patient enuf to teach me... everybody got into the craze after 'the little nonya' show.. but it made me appreciate my culture also and to finally stop procrastinating in learning how to cook the dishes from scratch..

well... surprisingly, i feel i have learn finish my macro.. hopefully.. my other subjects will finish studying them soon also.. oh shit my poa :-/... 25 feb hurry up come =))))))))

HELLO 2009

2009-01-07T10:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2009!

Can't believe it... its been 2 months since i have posted.. i must be really crazy... during the months wen i want to blog, i can blog faithfully everyday.. but wen i'm too lazy.. i disappear for at least a month.. lol...well.. at least i'm alive and well.. the holidays flew past real fast too..but i guess i thouroughly enjoyed myself.. i cld finally stay out quite late..

1) Gg to ben's hse to play and how it ended.. heh heh..

2) Christmas countdown
ended up counting down in cinema watching 'yes man' x)

3) X'mas gathering
singing for 6 hours straight with 19 others.. having our freakin funny gift exchange where andy and julian topped the list of giving the wackiest gift...shandn't disclose here.. hee hee!

4) New year eve movie outing.. etc...

Really played hard.. so this term mux work hard.. >.<.. looks like many got good results.. hopefully this week, my results will be on par with the rest.

madagascar 2

2008-11-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

I like to move it move it, i like to~ MOVE IT!!!

aft sch.. met up at the usual place yet again.. managed to meet bryan.. and to find out bout.. "J".. hee hee.. went to tiong bahru again..madagascar lost in africa is freakin nice.. sentimental yet extremely humourous at the same time.. went to watch with the usual peeps ytd at tiong bahru again.. hahz.. n mux go in the aftnoon again.. fr the same price we wld spend only on tickets on a sunday.. we got 3 nachos and 2 sweet corn.. yummy!!!

den go for dance.. mr xu nv come again =.=!! so rehearsed.. la cosaire+ opening for a hr plus.. before learning nicoles dance.. prac till 10.40.. damn tired... lucky tmr no need go anymore.. sunday gg victoria theatre prac.. whew.. gona go watch tv.. ciao!!

short hair

2008-11-08T00:47:00.001+08:00

Dance prac is gettin more and more tedious.. but i noe its all gonna be worth it since its for the performance.. frm young, the only thing i reali enjoy is when i'm dancing, findin the rhythm and jux let the natural movement flow.. during those hours.. its like i'm someone else.. i jux forget everything n jux dance.. reali lovin every beat of flamenco.. n i lurve the costume.. heex x)

went to hougang to cut hair with kai again..jux sloped everything.. hahz.. sch boy style.. x) n spent the rest of the aftnooon slackin offf.. n thx ivan.. u're rite bout appreciating the company n not be bothered by other things. Also, Finally meetin up with the old gang tmr to celebrate jr b'dae.. long time nv see them liao.. its such a great time to meet and catch up... can't seem to make up our minds on where to go.. LOL..

tonight seems so quiet.. n well.. i started to soak up the silence n tink bout things i shld nv harbour hopes about since i believe i noe the ans already..... i dunno wads up with me these few days.. i reali wanna be the same prsn who jux smiles n laugh off everything.. in sch, someone mentioned i seemed diffferent, with my expression so fixed up.. i'm tryin to find back myself too.. everything seemed so superficial.. i feel so in my own world now.. i tend to tense up with you these days.. i dun even noe y.. i'm probably jux afraid to lose a fren like you who i have gotten so used to in my life..i'm jux a worry sensitive freak i guess... everything i do.. i hesitate.. i dun hve the confidence.... jux tired out mann...

house bunny

2008-10-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

omg.. can't believe it.. its like one wk of sch has passed.. n i'm counting down to my next holidays.. x)

aniwae.. went to tiong bahru aft sch with kai. ben, yi heng, gabriel n lee yang who crashed lecture.. haha! n we hve found the best destination to watch movie frm now on.. heh heh..the hall was like super empty la.. we nearly had it all to ourselves except entered in 2 couples.. lol.. watched house bunny which was ridiculously funny!! :)

den we went to bk for dinner n all jus talked crap till had to go home.. on the train also damn funny.. i managed to scare gabriel in thinking bedok was actually tampines n he nearly got off the train..hahahahah... can't wait to go out again.. whee!!

dance is gettin more serious each week.. reali lookin forward especially to flamenco plus all the rest too!! hopefully i'll be fine tmr.. =))

ecp bbq

2008-10-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

so today has finally started sch.. love mon n fri mann.. can go home early at 1pm.. =)) and i found out BLAW is freakin fun to study.. hmmm..

Well, ytd was a great way to end the hols too.. enjoyed myself loads with kai, ben and yiheng who went to watch movie = burn aft reading.. brad pitt was such a hot gay!! haha.. den we went to east coast park for our bbq =)) butt is currently aching due to cyling too much.. n i found out i really lost touch in blading.. >.<

gonna go slp.. tmr 2nd day of sch=)) heh heh.......

no more soilbuild

2008-10-06T00:14:00.001+08:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLY STOPPED WORK!!! YIPEE!!!!

ok.. so its like finally we manage to get out earlier than the contract.. no more facin excel spreadsheets, no more tying n filing, photocopying.. etc.. =)) 3 cheers mann.. other than knowing our pay has been cut due to CPF i guess everything was ok...

so i can finally start relaxing... tmr can go find my buddy n go shopping n eat.. yayys!! though i'm gg thru another stupid phase of no voice, nose leakin like crazy, etc and the comment that says i tink u reaali sound like dying, the joy of no more job is giving me the motivation to get well... =))

sick

2008-09-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

oh crap.. i'm seriously down with a bad headache and a fever.. i jux slept the whole day today.. i even missed ballet.. eughx.. didn't even hve the energy to talk ytd night.. but still gonna be up today.. mux act well enuf to get outta the hse tmr..

saw a damn nice dress.. but had to use my $109 bucks to pay it for myself cos no sponsors...

well.. gonna slp early again.. sry buddy!! will make it up to u tmr=))

cls chalet

2008-09-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

okey dokey.. so had cls chalet like frm 23-25 sept... went marketing n finally learnt that bbq actually needs alot of planning.. hahz.. most imptly.. mux collect $$ first den won't over short.. hahz.. but we had lotsa fun especially on the first day..

met marcus ng n karthi first cos the rest was like late! hahz.. go kfc eat den headed to IMM aft meetin weiling where the rest was hungry so went to MOS.. den continued to giant for shopping.. qaiser, zhixian, bruno, jiachuan etc all met there den we carrried the stuff to the shuttle bus n we checked in =)) love the fulll aircon mann.. so marinated n prepared the food n i cooked sphagett usin a microwave.. hahahaha.. only the gals dared to eat.. heex x)

bout midnight, nick, david, marcus tan all came to join us with 2 chocolate cake frm awfull choc. freakin nice.. den as usual stayed up the whole night playin cards=)) was damn lucky was winning with lotsa blackjacks.. hahaha. at 8am, called the rest up n 11 of us somhow managed to squeeze on a queen sized bed n 2 matterss.. my leg freakin cramped due to the way i slept.. hee..

finally ate fish & co for lunch and shopped for more stuff cos of theme night.. preperation had more hand to help this time so was very fast.. i n nick jux keep marinating stingray till my hand damn HOT! whew! alot of ppl started to come but i hardly know dem since they were frm idare.. den kc, weehoe, yiheng ben dey all came.. dey ate, talked till mosquitoes chased them in.. x) the rest were in their drinkin game.. nthg much to say.. went bowling den go back watch horror movies.. the guys got bored so wanted to leave early.. felt bad.. so wanted to go home early with them.. but.. all went well aft talkin though.. thats wad good frens are i best at i guess

real tired.. so heading off for bed though i slept for 5 hrs jux now already...

disaster movie

2008-09-21T21:15:00.006+08:00

so ytd hve been just great!! after poning work on fri... n learning my jazz steps like finally!! went out ytd aft helpin my buddy pack stuff n puttin some into my mouth too.... the scallops were saltyly nice..hahx.. x)

met everybody else at hmv... n organiser was late.. lol!! den go marina foodcourt eat laksa.. but not before someone nearly spilled soya bean milk on me.. hahaha!!! went to play pool again.. so fun... new trick invented "buddha jump over the wall".. i was practically jumping over the balls i were supposed to hit n end up fouling somehow.. hehheh...

den watched disaster movie.. was freakin stupid... LOL!!!!!! we ended up tryin to guess which scene was which scene was frm movie.. n >>>> that male lead is HOT with striking green eyes!!!!!!! AWWWWW!!!!! den had night walk lookin at the f1 track.. freakin laughed alot cos all of them cld crack jokes like non-stop.. eg: " eh u only my leg son!! who call u talk arx!! ==> Eh! u my ka kia only..etc"... i noe lame but super hilarious at that pt of time..

today is the best.. went home at 12am... can't believe that my mom finally allow me to go out till so late.. =))) happiness mann.... can't wait for class chalet =)

internet cut off

2008-09-18T10:22:00.011+08:00

ritex.. so my week as been extremely monotonous.... for my mon to fri.. it was jux work work n work.... n i'm stuck doin sorting n filing.. cos we completed the proj too fast.. wth.. hve been thinking how ironic life is.. frm young i told myself nv to take up a job dat includes too much mathematics... n now... i'm freakin workin as an accts assistant.. RAGH!!! =.=

the only time i'm relaxin is wen i go visit my best buddy aft work... at least makes my day worth lookin forward to... hatin work n everything.. life is so boring.. worst den gg to sch.. at least still can talk crap with everybody.. at least dere still hve wee hoe to take some boredem away.. n i'm gg fat cos got nthg to do will eat potato chips.. lunch eat maggie mee for dis wk to save money.. hahah..

on sunday (14/9) went to kai's hse celebrate lantern festivall.. freakin nice.. auntie cooked lotsa deliciious dishes like chicken curry, hai shen, jap mini mushrooms.... yumyum.. we started throwing bombbags till a couple had to leave their cosy spot at the canal.. heex.. den first played with candles, before kai started coming up with crazy ideas.. by the end of the night.. we hve finished a big packet of fireworks, A TOILET ROLL, newspaper etc... we built a fire cone of newspaper as high frm the ground till our hip.. den firework rocket which kept on whistling cos aft burning one.. it'll cause the other to burn.. aft that.. we burnt a small tree... x)

n crappo shit.......... dey freakin cut of out internet access we we went out to eat lunch at simei dis aftnoon.. n ii'm told not to wear shorts to work... sianx!!! wonder who can give me reasons NOT to quit...... is dis how my hols is gonna be?????? RAWR!!!!!!!!

hwee li b'dae!

2008-09-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

Well...for work, i finally found out smthg.. there is msn dere.. though its like the first ancient one.. so i'm like the constant onliner now.. waddaya expect rite.. 6.5 hrs on the comp.. lol... so was doin my proj as usual.. den jr who was amazingly online at 9am on a holiday asked whether wanna go celebrate hwee li birthday not.. so i was like ok.. but gtto ask mom first.. hahahha... wee hoe went wtf.. shut up n eat yr shit - as usual like last few days.. den he also not sure wanna go cos he claim to hve no $$$$$ but managed to pull him dere..

so we met the usual grp at marina sq minitoons where a shopping spree was apparenytly gg on.. for 2 ppl.. *wink wink*n ^.^! den went to hobby shop to get hwee li's presennts and all.. noe she was damn happy.. instead of only gettin her chinook.. she got her f16 n another plane.. hahz.. n due to constant complaining of starvation frm wee hoe.. we went to hans' n ate their set meals b4 heading for daytona.

POOL WAS THE BEST!! all the shots i was supposed to go in didn't.. but the ones dat were quite impossible.. i cld.. wa liu.. everybody wanna call police la.. say i cheat.. hit 2 ball which roll side by side together n can still go ian.. hahahahaha!! den there was mass spamming of pics.. n we found a fact.. in every shot.. confirm got kc de.. hee hee x) best shot of the day was when i hit the ball.. it jumped out of the table.. missed inches frm hittin wee hoe (aw shucks! y nv >.<).. den hit beside the dust bin.. if it went in i would hve scored 100 pts according to him too.. haha

by the time we left was like reaching 11am.. den we headed home.. hl parents came to fetch us frm the bustop.. damn long nv sit her van le... heh heh.. n O MY GAWD!! its freakin late le la.. tmr still got work! ARGH!!!

BUT still...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MY BEST FRN!!

orange streaks

2008-09-03T01:38:00.000+08:00

work is the same old dull excel sheets n numbers i can nv tally at one go.. lol..

went to meet kc aft work... n aft dinner.. we had a hair dyeing session.. hahhaz... i and pei were like: oi.. wad is dis .. add this powder arx?? reali notx.. u say shake till no sound, but still got leh... den pei was like i help u.. den took one side of my hair n applied to it.. =.=.. i wasn't supposed to be doing it.. lol.. den finish one.. she went like do another one leh!! n there goes another strand.. hahz.. den we went to help kc.. he applied to his whole head...so pei who have unofficially become our hairdresser..also help do his back of the head.. finish one botttle... someone necame a golden hair lion... x) den opened another bottle cos he want lighter.. lol.. so the whole process repeted again..

this whole thing was freakin fun n filled with laughter.. ooh!! i love my hair even more now.. hahahz!!

acct assist

2008-09-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

i've started work to day already.. and the time passed real fast la.. n though i've finished one.. cos its only half, i still haven freakin complete the other yet.... i still left $15,000 missing frm the ledger balance.... argh!!!!! wee hoe still win me.. he missin $88,000.. hahaha! but time seriously passed very fast... and the best thing is knock off time confirm not late de.. 6.25 will hve someone remind us to pack up so we can take the shuttle at 6.30.. damn funny!!

aft work seriously no mood dance.. so managed to get wee hoe to skip gym n go yi heng b'dae instead.. heh heh.. so met up with the rest n we headed to pastamania at cine cos dat was bdae's boy favourite.. x) we totally toked bout all the shit that happened at ahs.. miss those times mann.. but oh wells.. i'll be makin new memories.. :) we den walked around before heading home...

hafta reach at 8.15 tmr!! ciao!

teachers day

2008-08-29T02:23:00.001+08:00

today can't wake up in time to meet bryan at 8am.. hahz.. ended up gg at 9.. den thought was gg to rain.. so took cab.. was peak hr.. crapshit.. worst.. it didn't rain =.=.... so reached dere n saw half of the concert.. den stoned dere like 11 plus where finally met my sj buddies n all...

was quite disappointed wen the lunch was like didn't go thru... leo n yap can't make it.. jr decided to go for cls lunch.. bryan was like wanna go with council.. den go play bball... rawr.. only my best gal bud sticked with me.... so aft eatin at 85, hwee li, me, ciyi, yue long, randy all go tm walk walk..

we go cd shop see see..walk walk.. den i n hwee li decided to buy a friendship band.. =)) ci yi was like.. wah.. so fast?? hahz.. den we go toys r us.. ahhh... so nice being kids again.. hahz.. freakin fun to fool arnd dere.. hahz.. very long nv go in liao.. den went mac eat ice cream.. best.. someone left $2 on the table.Mmmmm.. mc flurry so nice wen its free.. hahahaha.. found out all 3 guys dere love to sing.. heex x)

den went to see isetan sale.. hweeli bought me my belated b'dae present.. a nice bagg =)) den i saw a freakin nice shoe n i jux had to buy it.. hahz.. ci yi was like... are u gals?? first time see ppl shop so fast.... heh heh.. we like bought all those things in 10 min flat each.. >.<

den the guys left.. n we walked arnd aft er jie came to meet us.. started shopping for hello kitty items.. damn cute.. heex.. den finally 6.30.. time pass so fast.. so went for ballet.. n my legs are killing me now.. 2 blisters.. ragh!!!

hibiscus cheese cake

2008-08-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

Today met uncle david at 3.30.. so he briefed us on what he wanted us to do for product catalouge.. so started taking pictures n heading.. omg.. reminds me of ITB cls.. hahz...

den he brought us to see a cake shop.. The Patissier.the cake was described to me as extremely delicious but i cldn't try it cos everything was sold..lol.. hopefully i hve chance the nxt time x)

den we headed to club street to see a restaurant which like sell edible flowers as their meals... so uncle david decided to treat us to hibiscus cheese cake...yummy.. den aunty n me went into this shoe shop which concept is freakin nice.. hve a bar counter too.. the shoes were exquisite.. =)

den kai n me dropped of at bugis so we can go suntec n buy our adidas jacket =)) black n orange.. beautiful! ~ hahahaha....damn funny.. we went to royal sporting house.. den only left one L size.. so i took it cos i finally can spend my voucher.. den we went to the adidas shop to get kai's one.. at first say dun hve.. but the gal was nice n helped us rechecked.... n we managed to get the last piece too :)..

headed to pastamania where we ate 2 full meals till like damn full.. n ithe total bill for both of us only cost me $2.30.. cos i was lucky to win the seventeen magazine $25 voucher lucky draw which i entered while slacking during my bcomm lesson.. mux thx shaun n alia.. hahaa =) food always taste nice wen eatin with a best fren x) had the cake for dessert.... i'm totally in love with the base lor... shiok!

tmr is teacher's day =))))))))) gonna return to ahs!

kids playin

2008-08-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

Today was pouring as usual.. and just as i was about to set out too... i woke at 9 due to sms tellin me today meetin canceled n slept till 11am again.. hahz.. den meet kai at 1 instead of 12.. n stupid van had to splash water on me... crap shit!! whole side of one pants was wet la.. lucky wear black......

slacked arnd till like 3 plus till rain stopped.. den go hougang cos to cut kai's hair.. come back den dunno y headache so went to slp for 15 min cos was disturbed aft that cos someone's dota finished.. lol.. can't believed we played like little kids.. reali funny..

well.. ate dinner.. soup was delicious.. hahz the egg too.. x) den watched tv b4 heading home.. show startin in 10 min =)) tmr finally start work at 10.30am - 12.30pm giving out leaflets.. please get me another job with more hours soon..ragh!!

Gymm

2008-08-26T01:37:00.001+08:00

Haven been posting the last few days cos everything has been the same.. slp at 4am.. wake up at 12... stare at the comp... only diff i did today was go gym with kai at 4.30.... ran 2.4km, cycled 4km plus finally get to use the one dat trains abs.. hahz...

den went to tm.. saw a very nice adidas black jacket with orange stripes.. i'm so gonna get that once i hve the money... thankfully i managed to walk around or i'll be suffering from 'home stuck syndrome'.. x)

den daddy decided to bring us for supper.. yummy!! went to try four seasons durian cafe.. damn shiok! good quality durians with clean n good environment.. den went to eat fried hokkien mee n bbq chicken wing.. whew!! todays gym has gone down the drain..... heh heh....

i noe i lead a boring life.. hopefully tmr wld be better =))

SENTOSA

2008-08-21T00:58:00.004+08:00

11am - HARBOUR FRONT MRT!!! nicol was half an hr early, i n charissa reached on the dot...but 3 ppl were late - jac, KY and Hendric.. haha!! den go eat lunch at the hawker centre before gg to sentosa to play volley! started laughing all the way even in the MRT station cos hendric n charissa was back to their usual "chatter" .. while waiting for tram.. jac was sayin how come so long.. KY was like.. ai yah!! only 10 m long only mah!! TOOTs la.. hahz.. n we found out dey were late cos grandma was styling her dogggies hair.. no wonder hendric hair so nice today x)

reach dere.. we started playin vball.. freakin fun..lucky only slight drizzle and it stopped real fast... first time i enjoyed myself so much at sentosa.. all the laughter was immeasurable n i lurve these guys mann.. reali gonna miss S&W with them.. we even buried jac in the sand.. while hendric tried pulling charissa in to get her wet.. damn freakin nice to watch.. ooh lala.... oh n i got dunk into the sea.. cos i managed to push doggie down first.. haha! and also.. the beach shld like make a rule that guys mux NOT wear boxers into the sea only... especially wen its light coloured!! totally grossed me n char out n we cldn't watched the guys play with other ppl cos dey were like totally infront of us!! it started raining bout 5-6pm.. so we stopped n showered.. but the queue in the gals toilet was long.. lol...

went to Carl's jr to eat yet once again.. i managed to eat up the whole set.. including the chilli beef cheese fries!! yummy!!! dogggie was so hungry waitin dat he even nearly ate the whole napkin... heex x) den char, jac, KY and me went to the rooftop to walk n digest.. n took lots of pictures..40 in total =D, my sweet sweet memories =))